at last.

the examinations have finished.

another end to one of the things i dislike.

feel a lil down now..

maybe not a lil. maybe very extreemly down..

school.

had the "EQ workshop".

kinda boring. but as my class said.

we are being left out in the whole activity.

the so called "host robbin" is ignorin us no matter how hard we tried to participate.

sad huh.

yea. and yiqi, dun cry le. it takes alot of guts from an adult guy to sae sorrie to us.

i noe he hurt ur feelings. e entire e4 was being left out.

one for all, all for one. that's who we are.

e4, goin through everything togerther. stay untied b as one!(:

bcus i felt he wasnt treatin us fairly n with RESPECT.

on behalf of e4, i went to talk to robbin.

and he added 25 more points for us.

so e1,e3 and esp e2,

that maybe one reason y we e4 turned out champion.

not bcus of me, but he willing-ly gave e4 25points.

i ddnt asked for it. but it's hard to reject. so yah.

ok.after sch i went to untied square to eat.

the taxi driver asked and talked abt alot of things.

like...alot bahhs! i forgot liao! STM!

den ate at pizza hut, my ma treat me n my dear.

den after that, walked arnd, den he went home.

so i went to centerpoint with my ma, bro n maid.

go there walk walk.ddnt buy anything. we're killing time i supposed.

den took 162 home.

n i duno how the bus driver drive de.

i felt so ill on the bus. somemore keep bumbin up n down.

nearly throw out my lunch.

reached home. i slept.

den i got woken up my someone at home watchin ice age2.

the TV was so darn loud. now i feel so tired.

i took my phone. i wanted to ask how my dear was.

den came in a msg. and he wanted to have a SERIOUS talk with me at 8 plus.

and he sounded so scary.

i duno wad to do le. i cant control my feelings very well these daes.

even pearlyn thinks so.

in the mornin once i reached sch, i frm abt 4 meters away threw my bag at the bookshop.

with my handphone inside.

den everone who were practicing for mornin parade got shocked.

cus there was tis loud "BANG" sound.

den when madii talked to me, i replied in a feirce n loud tone.

seriously. im gone case le.

my emotions...

my feelings...

are out of control..

im hurting everyone i see.. i duno wad to do.....

who cares anyway...?

my friends wont ever understand me...

my family, i cant even talk to them or let them understand....

teachers...hate me for who i am...

my dear... ... ... i duno...

i feel we are driftin apart.

somehow... ... ...

and it's all MY fault!

i'll make sure i stay at home tomolo and tourture myself big time.

i deserve it! me n my life sulks!...

"..with a glace of a page, you werent beside me anymore..."