All i need is You, Lord.
All i have is Yours, Lord.
All i am is Yours, Lord.

I was lost in the dark,
but You shine Your Light in the darkest place.
I saw Your Light, seek and i reach it.
Out of the darkness, I'll follow Your way, Lord.
As the devil dies down, You fill me Lord, with Your love.
All i have, All i am.
Lord, i give it to You.

Amen!(:
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okie, jus arrived home.
yea. firstly in the morning there's OCs meeting.
yea, and not long later, me and nina left for j8.
not to shop yea?
went there to take mrt.
to changi airport.

sending the mission trip ppl off.
yea. and we were pretty late.
hmm, nope, it's VERY LATE!!
about 1hour late.
yea, suppose to meet at 11.30am
arrived there at around 12.45pm?
hahas. okieokie. i was soo hyper at first.
but after the mission trip ppl left, and during lunch.
with nina, melissa, jaclyn and ZIYI! (:
sad thing is i switched over to my sad self.
yea, it's a very WRONG TIMING!
sad sad. i kept quiet throughout the four of their conversation.
it's not that i dun wan to talk, it's jus that something,
i jus felt so down out of the blue.

sigh, reminds me back during the campcraft days.
where i had so many mood swings.
but heyy, i was vending my anger on the pegg.
that's why im a pegger see?

okieokie, back to the day,
so i was pretty quiet, the others ddnt know how or what to talk to me.
yea, me n my emotional self.
but heyys, ZIYI!
she jus reminded me the joy in Christ.
yea, so i was sort of back to myself.
not hyper, normal yea.
see why i LOVE ZIYI soooooo much?
hehe. okieokie, now nothing to do at home.

oh yah, changed skin yea?
nice? i feel the green one's nicer though but ah well.
made n find many pics, so tis one has tons of effort.
yea yea.
im crazy over Christ and the Lord!
i jus love~ Father and Lord Jesus Christ!
okieokie, done for now.

till next time folks
ciaos~

it has been awhile since i last post yea?
okie. hmm, these daes? pretty busy?
maybe. whenever i feel like bloggin, i'll jump straight to my games.
ddnt blog so yah. hehe.
okie this week hmm...
mondae- nothing on
tues-go watch movie
wed- promoting peirce sec at pri schools.
thurs- go out, watch movie.
fridae which is todae.
okie morning went to collect my handphone.
yea, the sony ericssion one.
so now i got 2 phone. duno why.
den went to thomson, buy groceries.
saw rachel, rebecca and their ma.
no victor arnd though.
hahas. yea, den during lunch, realised ben was at thomson too.
yea, so went to pop by. his ma was with him.
den after 15mins. we went off.
i went home. and here i am.
nah, i was playing games earlier on.
pangya all the way. zzz.
boring. i wan all my books.
okie, later hope i'll study abit of chem.
havent bought all the books yet.
tomolo church! woohoo! yayy!
cant wait! duh?
hahas. okieokie, duno wad to blog liao.
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yesterdae during my movie(happy feet),
YEOWENQI messaged me.
asked me who im sitting with next year.
like if line up in twos who i sit with.
i said "duno"
den she asked if i can sit with her next year.
how can i turn down my friend?
yea. so accepted.
she replied, "so anything in class i sit with you, you cannot sit with anyone else. YOU ARE MINE! haha."
yea, one thing she duno, benlow was the one who replied her.
cus i told him wad to type den he msg her.
so he got jealous(:
hehe. yea yea. ah well
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ciaos!~

okie back to blogg once again(:
im jus soo hyper!

yesterdae's church service was so fun!
yea.
firstly, i took the bus 52 all the way to church.
looked at the time,
"oh mann, goin to be late."
still on the bus, i looked out the window.
and something scared me,
"oh no, where's this place? am i on the right track?"
so in a way, i sort of thought i was lost.
but in the end, i still arrived at my destinated stop.
den walked a distance to church.
saw another bus stop that is closer to church,
and saw the buses avaliable.
den i was shocked.
" oh man, got 852 here."
but ah well. hehe.
arrived at church,
thought there was prayer meeting.
but in the end, most were late.
somehow? i suppose.
i was late for prayer meeting, but there wasnt any.
so i was early.
hehe. yupp and saw nina, rebecca and others.
soon one after another arrived at church.
i saw the shirts, ( for serene and poh ying )
at first i thought serene's one is destroyed and was ruin.
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cus on fridae night, me and nina went to rebecca's place to do both the birthdae girls shirts and cake(:
den at first rebecca was going insane abt poh ying's shirt.
cus when it wasnt dried ( cus we used fabric paint to design)
poh ying's one was like "wohh!"
den we ddnt know how to design serene's shirt.
keep erasing.
den i looked closer.
"oh mann, the cloth came out."
not totally, abit only.
phew.
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okie back to church on sat.
yea, ice-breaking, i fell down 4 times!
1st time i fell, my hand did hurt abit.
the skin on my elbow did come out too.
but after awhile, because of all the fun we're having.
the pain jus vanished(:
and i was super crazy and rough,
oh mann, come to think of it.... ah well.
hehe. okie den during service,
learn alot! wrote 6 pages this time!
alot alot! and everything was like woh.
can learn alot of things!
it's simply amazing.
talked all about worship.

jus this one word WORSHIP.
i wrote 6 pages.
nice? hahas. okieokie. i wuld love to share.
well, if you wan to(:
okie, den went on for cell.
kenni got angry,
first time i see him shout.
at the late commers.
next, we were suppose to pray,
but in the end, we turned out singing happy birthdae song to SERENE AND POHYING!
and the cake was customised ourself.
we bought a sponge cake.
den we cut the cake half in the middle den put jam inside.
den coated the whole cake with neuttella.
and it looks like a cake bought from the bakery la.
it's like, can sell the cake for 30bucks?
the shirts too. bought the shirts at 6 buck,
can sell at 20bucks?
hahas.
okieokie, den went on for dinner. sat on the floor,
no no to tables this time round
yupp.
den went home bahhs.

once i've arrived home,
i was so eager to share everything with my dear,
who ddnt went church on sat.
yupp, den msg ziyi also.
den did the cards for poh ying and serene.
prepared everything den did quiet time.

now it's a sundae morning!
later going to j8 buy all my textbooks.
so i can start studying some basics first.
hehe.
but actually i alrdy miss church.
i wan i wan i wan to go back!~
todae got mission trip fund rasing.
sad, im not going. cry cry cry!
okie, shant be lame anymore.
that's all for now folks!
ciaos~

Im already missing out all the fun at sentosa.

okie, todae, early in the morning had CPL test.
and i argreed i ddnt do my best.
i could have done better, but what done has been done.
i shant cry over spilled milk.

arrived in school sort of early todae.
very early? suppose.
and i had forgotten to bring the commands notes,
the ones i worked so hard and prepared jus for the CPL test.
and i culdnt really revise todae morning.
sad? not really. i culd have prepared ealier.
and i was the 3rd to command for the CPL test.
and i was the first and only person that gave
"pandan kekanan, pandan."
yea? but i forgot the more important one.
2 ranks to 3 ranks and 3 ranks to 2 ranks.
ah well, as said, what was done, was done.

i cant forget what luqman said to the squad.
" after sorting out the marks, it was really disappointing, only a handful had passed."
i shant worry about the past.
all i have to do is look forward for the results.
hoping i culd pass. hoping that somehow they wuld let me.

after that, while walking out, saw my dear studying.
he thought i left school for class gathering.
sorrie guys, 2e4 pple.
i dun wish to have a stressed and non-stopping dae.
i wuld prefer if i culd relax at home.
though im missing out all the fun. im sorrie.

okie, going to rebecca's house at 7pm.
wondering where she stay.
yea? the whole point im trying to get across is,
i duno where she stay.
ah well, that's all for now.

im having a feeling, i wan sat to come faster.
and i wan to start studying once i get my books(:
ciaos~

another new entry.
yea? seems like a long holidae though i have so much to do.
phew. sort of, hmm, tired?
i duno.

okie, morning woke up, straight to the com.
heh, im attached to my com.
but i mus not be addictied yea?
im jus having this feeling that... ...
I WAN TO STUDY! once i get all my textbooks bahhs.
pretty weird rite? people always wan things only when they dun have it.
duh? obvious? maybe.
like for me, when there's school.
i wan holidaes.
but when there're holidaes,
i wan school.
weird? not exactlly.
beacuse people nowadaes,
not all,
only treasure things when they dun have it.
agree? at times, not in all situations.
haha. ah well.

okie, todae i had tuition.
it was suppose to be at 1.30pm okie?
yea, so i went down to my tuition center at 1.33pm
and i was late. certainly late.
once i sat down, i saw my friend.
ddnt knew who the other two guys were.
okie, so me and my friend, gladys.
(she's a girl)
we chat about our school, results, and our subject combinations.
and she sacricficed her pure sciences for ART!
see the power of taking the subject ART!
okie, lame me.
yea, den teacher gave us another set of work to do,
and he said," after you finished the paper, you may leave."
and i was thinking, wahh?
"teacher, you serious?" is what i replied.

and he was like "yah?"
but again, i jus sat down for like, 15 to 20mins?
and once i finish the paper i culd leave?
heyy, the worksheet is like, sec2 basic work.
hmmm, 15 short questions? yea.
and to think im getting them wrong.
sheesshh.
okie, so i asked my friend.
"tuition is only 1hour? or 30 mins? or what?"
she gave me 'that' look and replied,
"no, tuition is 1hour30mins. and it starts at one"
and i was like, erm, okie.
cus it's like, my teacher, jac, not the guy that was teaching during tuition.
okie, she told me it was 1.30pm.
and to think of it, i feel dumb.
so in the end, i went for a 30mins tuition.
pretty stupid come to think of it.

so went home, plae the com and here i am,
once again, blogging. all about life.
another page completed of the book of my life.
many more pages to go.
yupps.
and im sooo JEALOUS!
why is this year's o levels so easy?
my friends tell me, my dear tell me.
i hear people shouting for joy because the paper was easy.
heyys.
i wan my o levels paper easy too!
and my dear told me that todae's phy paper.
most or some of the questions secondary 2 students oso can do!
wa!

i wan to take the paper tooo!
but i dun wan to grow old so fast.
and i wan to graduate faster!
of course having a stanard of intelligence too(:
haha
okie. that's all for todae pple.
ciaos~

and jus to sae, i love the LORD and my dear and my darling girlfriend!(:

4steps Process to CHANGE
1)crisis phase
2)commitment
3)confession
4)lastly, cooperation(:

okieokie, back again to blogg.
sheeshhh..
im easily being "switched" to another self these daes.

dear LORD, i need you so much...

yea. i jus cant help myself.
todae's meeting, hmm, pratically nothing much is done.
cus there's nothing much to do.
and we may have a third dae!
woohoo!
PRAISE THE LORD!
okie, den i went to TP with my darling girlfriend,
or wife? or mistress?
i duno wad to call her bahhs.
yea, and we went walking arnd.
talk n talk. yupp.
den i went to her place.
and she introduce me to a new game i ddnt noe.
yea.
gonna plae it, duh?
hahas. yuppyupp.
and i just realise!!
my CPL test is on the same dae as my class GATHERING!
gosh!

God, please help me. hope that i culd finish my CPL fast and leave for my class gathering...

yea. both are very important to me!
ahhhh!
stress ahhhh!
okie, i den i went back to school.
oh yah oh yah!
all of you go read the 'TODAY' newspaper!
14 nov TODAY papers hor!
got my dear dear essay, somewhat an essay inside!
so proud of him!
THANK LORD! (:

yea, went back to school to wait for my dear.
den meantime i drew a sumo doggy!
zzz, okie lame. hahas.

okie, not sure wad to blog le. i go plae game.
zzz, ciaos.

heyys pple! im back home.
ddnt go for tuition in the end. hahas.
yea? and im just back from school.


and guessed wad?
im in 3e3 next year.
hmm, happy? sad?
im not reallie sure.
and PRAISE THE LORD!
hahas, i got into my 1st choice subjects combination!
yayy!
but the thing is im not in a class where i know many pple.
yea, 2e4 pple, most of them got into 7 subject combination.
and most of them entered 3e1.


in 3e3 i only noe pamela, yiqi, justintan, senhui from 2e4.
no more le.
anyway, i know God has planned everything nicely for me(:
so im not afraid, well, i guessed.

hahas. so overall, im sort of happy i suppose.
all thanks to the Lord!
hahas. okie. at home, im preparing my booklist.
den, hmm. i got into
-english
-Amaths
-Emaths
-chinese
-combined GEO
-chem
-bio
-ART!
yea, all my subjects.

and i kind of miss e4 pple.
not in the same class next year, missing all the fun and laughter already.
i miss 2e4'06! i reallie miss you both girls and guys!


15cents. all the way back durin sec2 camp(: