tell me you are not seriously planted deeply rooted in my heart
&iloveyou

today was another practically normal still, restless day.
watched MacBeth, Shakespear's Play,
at the National Library in the Drama Center.
and the entire play, on how the actors speak and move,
everything was powerful, not forgetting awesome!

and this is the only thing that i tried to understand at first,
but couldnt really catch it.
okie, here it goes:
The actor played a girl pretending to be a boy, pretending to be a girl.

and my first reaction was like,
"excuse me? could you repeat that?"
hahas!

and i realised that none of the actors were from singapore,
most were from Austraila, some canada and Newzeland.
and what mr phua said before jus struck me,
"why do you think Singapore is not employing singaporeans to work but people from other countries? have you ever thought about it?"
yea, why does singapore depend on other countries people instead of our own?
think about it.

and melvin won the presidential election,
well, i hoped it was syzwan instead but still, i'm happy for melvin(:
yupp, it doesnt matter who gets the post actually.
anyway, jia youx!

i'm jus back from tuition,
mike was like playing p n w songs during the lesson.
and we were like listening to Mighty to save,
God is great etc. hahas! it was cool.
tuition, new topic, confused, as usual.
but i understood in the end, understand?

hehe. yupp, i should be focusing on the NE speeches,
and there's suppose to be 2.
argh, nevermind, the presenters are always last min,
no matter how early i tell and remind them(:
ah well, i'm still doing my job, as long as it's on time, on task!
and one more thing,
i need ASST UNIFORM GROUP!
i cannot manage alone! i need an asst.
so please dont close it down MR YEO!
and the prefects got like, 6 excos.
that's alot.
HA.

i thought i had given up long ago, i thought i had forgotten you long ago,
but i jus realised, i cant seem to release that hold i still have
for you.
let me off pleasseee.

since I've got nothing better to do.
after this post, i shall start fasting from blogger.com
it doesnt mean i will stop blogg hopping :D

starting everything off with..
NPCC
ah.. my one and only CCA.
how nice, it's my favourite one and only CCA
yet i'm losing my passion in it.

insipid. that's the word to describe.
boring, simply that.
another, unreasonable.
so what if you have the rank? so what if you are better?
so what?
the rank on you is after all another piece of cloth!
because you are complancent, impudent!
the rank on you is NOTHING to the squad.

was super pissed off today during NPCC.
they are simply the bane of my existance.
senior seniors and seniors, ahh!
how many times mus they treat us in a way
that they'll lose the cadet's respect training after training?

and vivien, i'm not angry at you.
it's jus that when you say,
"next training i dont wan to see anyone in pt kit."
you're indirectly pointing arrows at me as i'm the only one wearing pt.
i know you're not that bad person, yeap :D
cus you have my respect :)
not like some others who jus boast and show off.
asinine freaks. get out of my life!

when one has a position,
one misuse his power, thus, = war.
Mr tan currently need people for the annual parade for NPCC.
though my soul is trashed and destroyed because of some people,
losing my passion for NPCC,
my spirit still burns in me.
Mr tan asked if i wished to be a flag barrer.
a rare chance, a rare opportunity.
but without a second thought, i turned him down,
he turns out disappointed, but he still smiles at me.
i told him i had church,
i dont wan to lose the fire, the hunger for God.
as mr tan walks away, i turned too, and walked in the opposite direction
he was walking.
next thing i knew,
i was screaming, " ahh! euniceeee! why did you turn him down?!"
mr tan has alot of my respect,
and i never even thought for one second,
and i replied him straight "no."
holding the Peirce flag in the whole paprade.
with the other 200 schools in singapore.
what great honour would that be?
glory to the school, but i dont know how much this means to the Father.
will it result another waste of time?
or a new path, a new look and glory for 2 at a time?
i duno.. seriously.

so in conclusion of NPCC,
i dont really know if i have passion for it or not.
i do it, because i love NPCC.
but when people dont appreciate,
i jus cannot stand there and let them torture us like that.
things are really hard to choose.
go for it, or not?

this year,
NPCC is the Gaurd Of Honour for speech day.
and there're problems, really great ones.
first and for most,
we are lacking people,
in G.O.H.
we need 36 of us.
but all we have, the regulars,
only around 28.
how are we to get the irregulars back?
and speech day, is around the corner.
APRIL.
not july or Augest.
we have the most, 2 months.
and we are lacking both time and people.
this is our only chance to show what we're worth.
because if not, NPCC is about the close down.
and maybe it would even before i pass out.
oh mann, now what?

much to do, but so little time.
i hate things. but i have to love them.
reason, hatred brings me no where.
with such a strong NPCC officer, our teacher,
puting his heart and soul into the unit.
yet we let him down so much this way.
why? how?
that's the questions that remains..

ciaos~

ahh! it's Thurs and there's still Friday!
how i wish weekdays which are SCHOOL DAYS,
could ever be shorter.
and saturdae would come faster!
i wanna hear the word of God again! RAWWRR~!

i feel like screaming again. oh please...
it's like i have tons of work to do
yet here i am blogging another day that passed in my life
ahHH! another time has been wasted!
can anyone simply confiscate my laptop or something?

today was thursday.
another day of the week month and year,
most importantly, my life!
crapps!
i'm so totally not in a blogging mood
but ah well =/

chemistry went off in a rush
following with english which is FINALLY!
the exercise we did on 11th JANUaRY is finally gone over done with!
at last, i should celebrate!
cus usually, every english lessons 3e3 would learn new chimchim words
and complete only 1 question in the whole entire paper of 30 questions.
how amusing yet I'm not laughing. HA.
okie, was totally late for bio
but realised the teacher was even later than us.
recess seems to be a brezzee and it's over.
chinesee was boring as usual,
with either the teacher screaming at the class or
asking us to do CRAP work, like copyinh things for no reason, seriously...
wait! there's still SS,
which was a test and i was simply completely unluckly i suppose.
all that i've studied did not come out
yet and stupid-ly, the questions appeared like
i'm suppose to write on a topic that doesnt exists.
so in simple, i did not know wad the question was asking
and all i wroted down was ALL I KNOW AND REMEMBERED FROM SS CLASS
and most probably,
all that i've written, is not relating to the question.
not one bit :D

and after the whole dumb thing,
i ran off back to class,
grab my bag,
shouting "YAYY! IT'S MS HONG'S LESSON!"
"MS HONG MS HONG MS HONG!....(AND SO ON)"
people around really got irritated but who cares?
MS HONG! woohoo!
..but still, ipw lesson?
ended up facing some music because of some students who ddnt do their work
wow! i'm so glad that they ddnt do! wonderful! :)
i was being sarcarsitc hellos? feel that!
okie, but everything ended well,
MS HONG started laughing
and both danial and haokiet are so GAY!
amazingly, they wanted justin so much.
MS HONG COULDNT TAKE THEM :D
guys whispering to one another?
and they look gay. how am i to put it?
HA. ended up doing HAOKIET'S AKA JACK'S play.
a midnight summer dream.
yeap and jack wants to be the DONKEY! :P
okieokie, enough with the jokes.
(only MS HONG'S ipw grp will find it funny so those not related, DONT LAUGH!)

till then, SCHOOL DISMISS! yayy!
went off the the council room.

saw jean mama! and luqmann sir!
luqman seems to be depress and mama seems to be busy.
hahas,
stayed for 10mins
left school at 2.25pm
off to meet the SUPER DISCIPLER! ZIYI!
miss her loads! lots n lots!
but she's ill, awww...
poor ziyi.
okie, had discipleship with her AFTER SO MANY LONG MONTHS!
yes! and i finish another chapter!
yayy! so i should celebrate twice :)
learnt alot, felt God was speaking to me once again.
PRAISE THE LORD! hehe.
yupps, God is awesome!
jack can come to church this week! yayy!
eerong maybe too! yayy!

tomolo's fridae and i havent polished my boots,
there's training tomolo. sian! =/
npcc trainings are getting even more boring by the trainings.
no sing-a-long anymore.
no campcraft anymore.
no more FUN games anymore.
no more FUN PT anymore.
and to end it, SOBS!

come'on! the standards of npcc has been dropping
compared to when our batch were sec1s.
must really bring back!


i have all the time in the world to take that chance.
all the time in the world to show it to you.
all the time in the world to spend my days with you.
and finally, i have all the time in the world,
& ilove you.

that's all folks.
ciaos~

blog! blog! blog!
new skin! yupps!
today is visitation!
and Nissi Archers visited
my house, jack's, melven, melody's and pastor's.
yeap! and everywhere you go it's simply more n more food!
AH!
i really become pig. HA!
miss ZIYI! lots n lots!
HA. never mind, i'm seeing her every thurs! =X

and my papa fetch us to every house with da company van.
yea, 13 plus plus pple squeezzeeee! (x

everywhere was fun and we all met all da nice nice pple(=


pohying and me!


speeding? no! HA!

yupp everything was okie bahh.
i guess, hehe. okieokie,
the most crowded and da noisiest place was pastor's house.
120 pple??!!

super pro! if there's so many pple in my house,
i think my house not only explode but
vanish into thin air also! HA!

staring at the com screen now.
after what kenni said,
i really seriously cant figurre out why.
am i such a sad person?
well, i know i'm best at drawing things that are sad.
maybe it jus reflects me yea?
ah well. shan't think too much about it.
i jus love Nissi Archers!!

1 more thing, can i skipp school tomolo?

ciaos~

Jesus you are the reason i Live! woah ooh~
Jesus you are the reason i Live! yeeaahh~!!

Looking at everything,
at every corner of the house
to every single thing i have in life.

it's really great to love and be loved!

time passed so quickly, it's already feb.
and when it's the start of school
i'll jus scream and say "ahh! noo! it's monday again!"
and when it comes to church,
in the morning i'll start singing "woohoo! oh yeah! it's saturdae!"

service todae was in the morning, 10am!
no cell grp, sobs.
no sharing, SOBS.
todae was late for breakfast! suppose to meet at 8.30am!
ahh! and melven ahh! hahas! play play play!
really irritating and fun little guy xD

all went okie i guess.
though my mind wasnt really in the right "position" after service.
shant say anything about it.
Lifting everything to God!

and i'm going to visit my grandparents at last!
yayy! never seen them for years after many family problems.
haha! so happy, but my ma jus recieve a call.
upon hearing, i was shocked. my grandma is not well.
oh no. gotta pray. i believe in God.

visitation, yea, my ma allowed nissi archers come my house! yayy!
hahas! God i great! now my task is,
to show n convience my ma i'm changed by His Love!
yeahh! i mus b guai guai! ^^

ah well! what am i to say?
i just cant smile without you!
that's all folks!

GOD please open my eyes!! and show me the way!

You are the reason i Live in this world!
You are the one i want to be like! Show me the Way!
i wanna be like you! yeahh! woah ooh!

ciaos~

currently in the com lab during ART lesson.

Unique piece of ART ain't it? the way this Artist arrange the different elements in the picture by simply using darks colours to surround the atmosphere with a stern feeling. Adding onto that, simply by using books, for i could see a Liberian.

Along with that, i jus wanna say i love this picture.

I'm really stress up these days, i've gotta rush.

ciaos~

I've just realised 7 Things:

1)Situations these days are complicated, maybe I'm in Avril Lavgine's world.
2)A better enviroment to study is the com lab.
3)Please remind me to bring chocolates n sweets if not I'll sleep in maths class again thank you.

4)I'm suppose to be in the shower.
5)There is combine house prac n I'm so gonna miss lab experiment for tuition.
6)There's something wrong with my blogger that I'm blogging in codes.
7)It's so hard for me to be hardworking.

RAWWRR!~ mann!

ahh! one more thing! that is a painting! PAINTING~ RAWWR!

currently i'm starting to dislike coming on the com.
but since i've nothing to do, ah well, i'll jus post something.

FRIDAY 9th FEB!
the O'lvl results yea!
had 3 situations or so called events clashing all at the same time.
art workshop, NPCC, and the O'lvls ushering.
wad can i say? the first thing i had to do,
i gotta pray.
i really ddnt know wad to go to,
but all i knew was that God wanted me to stay in school.
which resulted me not going for my art workshop at bishan park sec.
it was a rare chance but yet i let go of it.
leaving NPCC and the ushering to choose from.
and since many were in ushering, and my NPCC senior ddnt mind.
i decided to go to the hall.

in the hall
after helping out to prepare the chairs and the needed materials,
the previous batch of sec4s returned.
i walked out and stayed jus outside the hall,
like the others i await to hear great results.
many did great in their results, many were happy,
but sadly, those who i knew were suppose to score well,
ddnt get their expected results.
all you could hear were pple crying,
as the sorrows overtook the happiness in the hall.

as i look at all my friends, i took at their sadness,
i never seen anyone cry so badly before,
it jus hurts to see the seniors that brought my batch up,
in such pain.
evenmore, one of my Npcc senior,
i do not know him well for i never really talked to him,
after he looked at his results,
he wanted to jump off the building so bad.
he cant stop crying, he simply cant.
3 teachers had to hold him down in case he really jumped off.
it was really, unbearerable for him.
people wonder,
how could a simple piece of paper destroy you,
simply jus like that?
O'lvls destroy you.
n that's why when you do well,
they are great testimonies.
it really had put me in a place where i don't want to be.
n that is,
imagining myself being like him.
never had i seen someone who wanted to end his life like that.

now i cant help but think of it when it comes to my turn,
will i be the one that is rejoicing, of would i be like one of the many,
who turned out badly hurt, drowned in sorrowness.
i cant help but think and wonder
and i knew, if i carried on my laziness in school like that,
it would turned out having another set of the same history
which i wont want.
everything that happened in the hall that very day,
really pulled me back like a wake up call.
thank God that i experienced this,
cus im gonna work harder, cus im motivated to.

i gotta pray for the school,
i believe God will change everything for PEIRCE.

SATURDAY 10th FEB!
it was finally saturday once again!
church, who will not be excited?
that dae was steamboat, yupp!
cell grp went per normal,
service really taught me alot.
jus simply felt God's presence and it seems my long waited answer,
has jus struck me and i was glad.
eerong accepted Christ! yayy!
and during praise and worship she even jumped!
cool! awesome right?
my first time i ddnt even jumped.

after service we went for steamboat,
at marina and we all were super high,
well, maybe not for me.
anyway, hahas, victor and mel bully!

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mel: *tap my left shoulder*
eunice: *turned to the left* melissa!!
victor: *tap my right shoulder*
eunice: victor!!
mel: victor! stop it la.
victor: heyy! you are the one lorr!
mel: eunice you believe who? me or him?
victor: ya, you believe me or her?
eunice: you both bully me!!!!
mel: *pushed my head down* ya lah! victor! bully her for wad?
victor: *pushed my head down again...* heyy, wad me? you stop bullying her!
mel: *argue* *pushed my head again.....*
victor: *argue* *pushed my head again.....*
mel & victor: * contiune pushin my head.......!*
eunice: ahh! you two stop bullying me! wad realtionship you both have ah?! =X
mel & victor: *both turned n look at me*
mel: orh! u die le.
victor: wad you say ah?
mel: victor, i feel like getting hot water, you?
victor: me too, i feel like getting the steam boat here.
mel: yah, i think i should do that too.
eunice: * RUN AWAY!!*
gideon and joel: eunice! wad u doing? *blurr*
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hahas! yea! church have the nicest and funniest pple!
we cook n cook n cook n eat n eat n eat.
hahas! im gonna exercise mann!
den during steamboat, we sang yewi happy birthdae song too!
one year older! hahas!
next we did video shoot for slyvester birthdae,
and yewi is super flexible pro sia!
she did 2 back flip i think and shouted to the camera happy birthdae!
hahas! cool!

soon, it was time to return back home.
and i think i felt tired or something,
cus many thoughts jus ran arcoss my mind jus like that.

when i waved goodbye to jaclyn after she boarded the bus.
i kept thinking and thinking. and i felt werid.
all of a sudden i felt like im in a place in an ancient city,
where i dont know anything, where all i felt was jus confusions and complications.
wad happened to me? that's something i dont know.
i pictured everything dark, cold, windy as i stood in the unknown acient city,
it seems like eygpt of something, sand on the ground,
buildings made of like rock or something.
i was lost, till i saw light... ...
and i realised it was my 'Map',
someone who actually guided me through till hear i voice,
"trust in me, and follow this way..."
the next thing i knew, i arrived at my destinated stop where i alight the bus.
i couldnt remember if i did really board the bus or something.
strange.
at night, i kept thinking once again,
negative thoughts, postive ones as well,
all jumbled up in the small space in my head.
but no matter what, i know,
not caring how much im hurt,
not bothering how broken down i am,
He is still there for me, i'll never let go
cus all i need was Him..

*yawn~*
ddnt sleep well in the night, maybe i was really thinking too much,
woke up serveral times at night. heard voices.
i stayed up awhile before i returned to bed everytime i woke up.
i still wonder now,
wad's wrong with me?....

ciaos~

"L" is the way you Look at me!
"O" is for the Only One i see!
"V" is Very Very~ extraordinary!
"E" is Even more than anyone would know than LOVE!


hahas! todae i remember! english lesson is all about "love~~"
yeap! and mr phua keep playing hangman with us,
using english proverbs and phrases relating to LOVE!
yupp, and i guessed one right!
wahaha! it was...
" if music be the food to love, play on! "


yea, i came arcoss it before. and i somehow remembered it.
and another phrase or proverb he gave to the class was,
" all's fair in love and war."
yupp! and i really need to buck up in my FRENCH!
cus i so long never talk to anyone in FRENCH le.
until mr phua said the word, Je 'taime~
means, " i love you! " in french.

hahas! okie, maybe i shall contiune practicing from today onwards!

and todae i used the pencilcase jack bought for me!
it was da long long type which wrote " JESUS CHRIST, God's gift to mankind!"
super nice sia! love it lots! thanks jack jack! =DD


okie, i shall go pratice my FRENCH now!

-----------------------------short break "news!"------------------------------
my bro took 200bucks from my house +
out of the 200bucks, 100bucks is mine +
he spent 32bucks in one dae (guys shopping??) +
remained with 168bucks with him +
sadly for him, i took back my 100bucks(= +
so i have currently extra 100 bucks +
guys like my bro dont usually go shopping right? =/ +
but heyy, now since i have 100bucks +
who would like to go shopping with me? =DD
maybe i'll go out with boyfriend! yayy! (x
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ciaos~

TELL THE WORLD THAT JESUS LIVES!

hahas! since im free now after all my studies n since i've done my art work!
let me see what happened todae..

firstly, i wonder why 3e3 is so SUPER at bullying teachers when we dont like them.
hahas, esp mrs chung! =X
todae was super funny and i tell u, 3e3 is the super united class at work!
yea! but still, chinese lessons were boring and maybe the teacher is jus grabbin attention.
well, guess so.
the teacher, argh, the entire class dislikes her. but ah well(=

after school i went to j8, met up with rebecca and jaclyn.
yeap! did some work before they came.
and i cant figure out why i have such heavy headaches these daes.
okie, talked to the both of them for a while.
cus i have a serious problem and that's managing my time.
that's because! i cant manage my subjects! ahh!
but i know all will work well(=
yea, cus i believe dude~!
=DD

i dont care what the world thinks of me now!
cus i love you! i'll follow you!
staying faithful! it's simply unbreakablefaith!
i love you all day! woohoo! (=

"REVIVAL FOR PEIRCE"!
and GONNA IMPACT THE WORLD FOR CHRIST!
let me be that fool of Christ! im crazy for Him!

ciaos~

phew~ one week since i last blog.
great improvement yea? hahas!

i should learn to fast on the com =X
if not, erps, i duno wad to sae.
hahas okie!
school this week was per normal i guess.
Amaths test was super darn hard.
english test as well, oh mannnn!!
hehe~

church was super and ALWAYS awesome!
yeap no doubt! wad can i sae?
God is awesome! all powerful! all knowing! woot!
yeap! love going to church!
and something surprising to me.
whenever i have problems or stress or etc.
i would finally get my answer when i hear the sermon,
the word of God! yea! cool!
it's like He answers me when i call! oh mann! love the Lord so much!

tomolo got bio test! ahhh!
i ddnt study much, but still i hope i can pass!
(it doesnt mean i ddnt study! i studied a bit!)
okieokie, duno wad else to blog about.
ciaos~

oh yah!
and im believing too... ... =DD

student council, should i dropp it, Lord, im still waiting for an answer, it's been 3weeks..

yea, me the meowing RabbiT. im the councilors office?? nahh!!