nice pics right? HA. still deciding wad to draw for my holiday homework.

Ahh. in a few days time it would be june.
and soon I'll be busy attending camps and trainings.
time for me to start focusing on my studies too.
well, results were bad for what i can sae.

yesterdae, saturdae, was family dae.
and church too of course.
haokeit came. yayy! 3e2 and 3e3 combine game stall.
haunted house.
scary? never tried. haha. what can i sae?
suppose to be collecting money at the stall with haokeit.
but there were so many people that we decided not to do any.
i was looking for valentina and haokeit (jack) was looking for mark.
we both went around the whole school looking for the both of them.
sigh. cant find them. they found us.
poor jack got scolded by the damn freaking ms poon.
she wanted jack to go for training.
which is equals to not going for church.
NONESENSE LARHH!
jack was soo fedup.
he kena scolding 4 times. BIG one.
but he CHOOSE to go for church.
yea. PRAISE GOD. jack is such a faithful servant(:

cos' haokeit ddnt want to see ms poon any further.
we went out of school. so that she wont see jack.
decided to wait for keith at mac.
and AHHH! that time was only 11.25am.
keith is only meeting us at 1pm.
DOTS.
oh well :/
stayed at mac with JACK TAN HAOKEIT.
sian.
played PSP, eat ice cream, did some sketches..etc.
it was so boring!
haha. at least haokeit could entertain me. yayy!
made me laugh. and jack pretended to CRY!
oh mann! he sounded like a girl larhhs! =X














the one playing PSP is me;euniceee.
the one under the jacket is JACK TAN HAOKEIT.

1.10pm.
met keith. off to church.
the 2 guys bullied my poor little rabbit.
esp KEITH YEO! keep pinching it's face!
BIG BULLY!
yea. on the bus.
i slept. haokeit slept. keith slept.
kayes, luckily we got off our stop.
rushed to church.
i thought they started praise and worship alrdy.
but nope! they still praying. yayy! went in.
listened to service.
about battling our mind and the four different type of soil.
me wanna b in fertile soil of course.
HA. gonna working hard. cos' i have the potential :D

went to 3rd floor after service.
played kenni's game instead of the normal cellgrp.
yea. lotsa fun!(x
learn more abt bring untied.
and i realised smth.
when kenni named all the aspects of a good sheep.
i realised i wasnt a good sheep.
it's a totally BIG NONO.
loads of things i ddnt realise till he said so.
regretted, i wanna change.
i wanna be desperate for the air i breathe!
DESPERATE FOR JESUS! xDD
yes! You! You, JESUS!

okie, had dinner.
was a bit sian actually.
cos' suddenly i felt pushed aside.
felt alone.
but i chose not to listen to those thoughts.
cos' i know it's not from God.
yea. gonna stay joyful(:

dad picked me and my bro up frm church with a lorry.
wow.
miss nissi archers.
felt so reluclant to leave.
anw, i went home.

sleep. *zzz*

TODAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY!
PRAISE GOD!
kayes, did loads of stuffs.
went to find pics for my holiday hw.
erps. that's all? slept in the afternoon.
AH! slapps! i'm so lazy!
tomolo there's chem spa test.
pray for me! thanks(:




ciaos~

Went on a trip. first time with 3e3. enjoy.

At times i wish i could just let go of everything.
and let life be as it is.
But i know, and forever, i never want to give in.
because He's always there for me.
when i call, when i was pushed back alone.
You were there, Jesus.

I shant talk much about what happened in school.
it's all in the past.
just like i shant look back.
I believe God can turn back time,
but He never did, because He wants us to let go.
and strive for the goal He has set for us.

Helped jocelyn create her blog.
with her doggy of course(:
yea.
oh yah, one more thing.
since i'm back on duty.
i've been really busy, again.
Totally is the word.
cos' i've nearly forgotten how to do duty.
unable to control. ah well, gotta re-learn :/
june holidays are coming.
next week. BUT.
there're tests, trainings, camps, etc.
this sat is family day.
and i heard i'm on the list of being dunk by the dunking machine.
so ohkayes.
i'm going to church drenched.
SUPER WET.
haokiet coming this week.cool.
and to haokiet and whoever is in Team A.
you guys are under me, yea, UG.
ahhh! freak. a whole new team.
it's already hard training one person.
how am i to train a team? -.-"

Your perpetual smile,
Your gentle eyes,
Twinkling in the night light.
It drives me crazy,
It pushes me to the verge of insanity.
I don't want to say that I'm in love,
But I'm suffering.
I want to look away from you,
But I can't take my eyes off of you.
Feeling your arms around wrapping around my waist,
I can't help myself.
As you inch closer to me,
I fall into the depths of your cerulean eyes.
But I don't want to drown,
Not yet.
I feel your breath against my face,
Everything is blurr and vague.
I instinctively close my eyes,
As I feel your lips against mine.
You pull me closer,
But I don't resist.
Because,
Even though I hate to admit it,
In your arms is where I belong....
-adapted from prissy's blog.

yea, love. how amazing can it be.
"In that day," declares the Lord,
you will call me 'my husband'; you will no longer call me 'my master...'
(Hos. 2:16)

Committed love.
This life isnt a nightmare at all.
I want this life to be alive.
an end to tortures and sorrows.
walking the righteous smooth road.
enduring the pain till it vanishes to thin air.

Inspiration strikes the moment my eyes are captured.
Let me paint the love of the perfect picture.
where colours blend in with another.
and let the piano go,
for; if music be the food to love, play on.
release the presence of the One.
and make the atmostphere change;
allow it to be unique, different.
no more emotional me.

i am who i am. A person with flaws and strengths.
torture was the past.
gonna live life to the fullest.
there's more than meets the eye.
now, it's showtime.

ciaos~

haha.
such a wonderfully absolutly BORING day.

had nothing to do so ah well,
shall update.
results werent too good.
erps.
in fact, not good at all.
ahhH! all Cs. no Bs.
kayes, pretty upset about it.
gonna work harder for next term.
erps. i mean NOW!

okie.hmm.
yesterdae was church.
fun. like always(:
sermon preached by sis wanping.

Love the Lord your God
with all your heart
and with all your soul
and with all your mind.
Matthew 22:37

yea. one simple sentence could mean so much.
powerful. learnt much, learnt alot.
the Holy Bible is just another book unless we bring it to life.
and the bible has so many, countless number of love letters
from Jesus, to us, His sheeps. maaamaaa!
agapae love,
the one love that never dies no matter what.
hmm. i wanna get serious with God.
all i need is, all i need is YOU!

later on went for cell grp,
Ziyi wasnt around that time cos' she has school.
soo couldnt have disicpleship with her. miao.
sobs. miss ziyi loads.
anw, she came later on so, yayy!
but she seem tired. ah well :/

dinner, okie la. not so bad.
then went home.
ddnt feel too well again.
tired. sick. feel like vomitting.
i think i have motion sickness.
sitting on the bus.

today, sunday.
wAHHH!
i hate sundays, cos' the next day have to go school.
sobs.
next sat is family day.
so will b late for church next week.
coming with haokiet anw.

dun wanna rely so much on emotions anymore.
dun wanna sink into misery le.
but WHY? why cant i help but feel so cold and hurt inside?
i wanna b joyful. lifting everything to God.
but it jus attack me like that.
aHH! i HATE SATAN!
attack attack attack like that very fun ah?
hahas!

anw, i promise i wont sink into misery!
so though i ddnt control is well,
i'm gonna do better! yea!
not going to rely on emotions but GOD!
woohooo~
i love JESUS!

hmm. upload some pics. some is long ago de.
enjoy.
me and prissy!
val, me, prissy and nurul!
miao?
Nissi Archers set as desktop background.
kate, me and jocelyn!
speech dae parade!

ciaos~

AHHHhh!
still sick. sniff.
irritating. missed 4 papers.
most imptly,
MISSED ART EXAM! AH!
spent 3 weeks preparing
such a waste.

please dun ask me wad virus i kena.
cos' i really duno.
and it's super scary kayes.

on wed,
went to sch.
but i was so ill that i got sent back.
and i ddnt sit for my bio paper.
no energy oso.
wherever i walk need my maid support me.
thurs worst, need my maid n my ma support me
if i needed to walk la.

on thurs morning 6.30am,
my ma n maid woke me up to take my medicine.
while walking out of my bedroom,
suddenly,
my vision got blurred,
my eye hurts, i couldnt see.
AHHH! i was so scared la!
and i could barely hear, my ears felt blocked.
my legs lost its strength out of the blue,
my hands turned numb.
cried.
my ma was so worried that she wanted to sent me to the hospital.
prayed and PRAISE GOD!
2 hours later i was okie! yayy!
could see, hear, walk.
but later on i had bad cough,
high fever, 39.6degrees.

have been laying in bed for like 4days!
and my body was n is so weak!
even when i walk from the bedroom to the kitchen to get water,
i felt so worn out! sobs!
sigh.
now at least better le.
going to school tomolo.

miss school, miss my friends, miss church, miss archers LOADS!
yea. ddnt go church yesterdae.
ahhh! sobs even more!

sigh, i want to blog about tons of stuff!
but it's too much yea. dont feel quite well too.

spent my 4 days at home.
yesterdae, i could have gone mad being bored.
did a crayon cum acrylic painting; drawing.
well, dun look all perfect though.

i did it while i was still ill KAYES!
miao.

some one entertain me pleaseeeee?
*heavy sigh!*

ciaos~

Nissi Archers
are the best bunch of loveable peeps!(:

kayes, where shall i begin?
i'm only blogging cos jocelyn told me to do so!
HA.
kayes, this week is gonna be tough.
full time exam period.
AHHH. brain cells burning out.
tomolo's paper is SOCIAL STUDIES.
make me think about mdm GAY. X=
studied!
play piano! yesh lah!
eat chocolates. yumm.
hmmm. sleep. studied.
wahhh!

nvm.
YESTERDAE WAS CHURCH!
and it was FREAKING fun.
okie. maybe i was abit insane.
that's why i always talked out of point. bleah.
firstly in the morning went to school.
met valentina.
I WOKE UP LATE!
ahh! suppose to meet at 7.30am.
but met at 7.45am instead.
one more thing, i FORGOT to bring wanping's present!
ahhh!
but i got one along the way(x
anw. went to school super early.
all that mr Goh was teaching.
nah. super simple.
:/
rushed off to church then.
took 852.
saw becca and rachel on the bus.
hahas. yeap.
told her abt how easy chem paper was.(x
gotta write card for sis wanping too.
HAHAS.
it was her birthday. on fri.
kekex.
ohkayes.
frankly, i was kinda down actually.
not really hyper.
but i promised ziyi, more imptly,
i promised God i wont sink into misery anymore.
HA.
yea. that's why i was insane.
service?
nah. MOVIE!
the omega code.
super SCARY SIA!
it was kind of confusing at first.
but then i saw the meaning.
yea. gotta live life to the fullest while i still can(:

later.
ate wanping's b'dae cake.
super funny lahh!
we had to feed each other.
if a guy was beside... AHHHh!
kayes kayes.
i fed my brother for the first time in 15years of my life!
AHHHHHhh!
not used to it. ah well :/
got some pics!




HA.
kayes kayes.
in conclusion.
it was fun.

got home that night.
i ddnt feel well.
felt like vomiting.
in fact, i nearly did during my QT.
ahhh!
feel like fainting too.
lights. fading.
ah well.
pray. then drank some water den okie le!(:
wanted to sleep early cos' not feeling well.
but melody wanted to talk to me.
abt the cut on my hand.
yea. but in the end, we ddnt talk much abt it
we talked abt alot of our own problems,
helping one another along the way.
THANKS LOADS SIS! love ya!

at times i wonder.
why are things so difficult to say?
to do? to learn? to adapt? to change?
why?
hmmm. there're jus too many things going on.
but ahh well, lifting it all to GOD!(:
i'm LOOKING FORWARD TO SS PAPER! yayy!
sense the sarcasm.LOL.

ciaos!

Anyone got the song "I'm Not a Girl Not Yet a Woman" by Britney Spears?
hahas. I think i jus loveee that song.
kayes; *change topic*

Once again the day is saved..
ump uh. sorry.
I think i'm crazy. eun da insane.
HA.
somehow ended up here while downloading some songs.
yupyupp.
and after this i shall study.
I'm not ready for the exams.
gotta study more details! yea!
i wanna score well for ONCE this year.
cos' firstly, i wanna glorify God(:
next, i wanna prove that I'M NOT STUPID! (x
following that, i wan my mama to buy me new handphone;
cos' my phone is lagging like crazy n i think it's spoilt!
lastly&most importantly, i wanna smile and tell ZIYI i scored well! =DD

*change topic*
ahh! yesterdae there's no school!
today there's no school!
tomolo there's no school!
ahhhhh!
siao ah! ask me to stay at home for 3 entire days?
okie bahhs, can study. BUT,
3 days?! cannot tabu lei tahh hann lahh!
-.-" why am i speaking malay?
LOL.
later i wanna go out too!
i dun care!
gonna cut my hair. smiles!
hahas. DOTS.

*change topic*
yesterdae SHERMAINE was so cute lahh!
okie; i was doing my work when suddenly i recieved a sms.
"Eunice . Wanzi ask me call u for my QT leis ."
i kena shocked kayes!
hmmm.
i missed call Wanzi 3times.
i called BECCA cos' how come out of the blue call me.
den BECCA oso sae SHERMAINE so cute, cos' she suppose to call Wanzi one.

so i'm totally blurr.
a million question marks appeared on my head.
but ah well, i called shermaine.
so i jus ask her abt her QT bahhs.
and i kena shocked again.
cos' she sae....
"i read chapter 17, uh, i dun understand leis.. how?"
i was like... "everything?"
"yah.." she replied.
hmm, then i told her,
"hmm, pray bahhs. God will speak to you de(: .... (explain explain..) ..."
then i told her call me back later(:

kayes. so i went into my room,
took out my bible, pray for SHERMAINE etc.
then i read too!

LOL.kayes.
SHERMAINE called me back.
she still dun understand!
hmm. i ddnt explain to her abt the chapter.
i kept questioning her abt the chapter.
like..
"what happen in the chapter? did Jesus do anything? why did He do that? Why..."
yea, i kept asking her n asking her.
worhs.then when she answer me,she understand le. yayy! PRAISE GOD!
hahas. SHERMAINE is really cuteeee. kayes.
i learnt something frm this experience too!(:
yupp. I was NEVER a patient person.
BUT, this time round, i was so glad that i was so calm n i made it through!
=D *smiles!*

wanzi msged me later at night before i turned in.
so i told her the whole story.
yea(:

*change topic*
EXAMS AHH! friday is CHEMISTRY.
hmm. then HA. weekend.
so this week, only went to school twice(:
awesome dude.

*change topic*
havent finish ART exams preparation yet,
DANG!
still have so much to do.
draft copy not even done up yet.
ahh!

*change topic*
why did i change topic?
huh?
hahas. kayes. not too sure too.
...OH YA!
kayes; i'm NOT ever gonna sink into misery anymore!
i've decided. settle.
being sad hurts alot, but i couldnt control myself but be sad.
i never want to put up a brave front le.
i wanna be who eunicee truly is! xD
3years of sadness? it's a TORTURE kayes.
it hurts being emo.
loves ZIYI!
-slapps-
finally woken up from my own nightmare.
wahhaha.
gonna b self controlled yea.
and i know God is gonna help me too(:

*jump topic*
SCREAMSSS!
I'm hungry and I'm gonna study!
hmms. but i think i shall go out and have a hair cut first.
kekex.
HA.

That's eunicee.
alright. behind bars uh?
hawkers unite! woohoo!

see ZIYI? wahaha. =.="
tuition.LOL.


ciaos!