FRIDAY!
Racial Harmony Day!(:
Combine Uniform Group Passing Out Parade!
took loads of pics! so i shall cut my grandmother's story(:
enjoy! :X
(pls forgive me if i don't look myself; i had a bad hair day!)

Insane loveable 3e3!(:
maddy &me.
Practice for morning parade!(:
Lionel &me!(: ps.He's shy!(x
Actual morning parade!
eunii®nard!
valentina &me!




my sweet junior!(:

PASSING OUT PARADE!



After the whole event;
to those who knew what happened to me; alright.
those who dont, well, it's best if maybe u shant know :/
i've never cried so badly this year, ever!
Tears; i just kept screamming in school.
Thanks to those who talked to me(:
for soooo long till school nearly closes.

SATURDAY!
Woke up with a headche and swollen eyes;
(frm all the crying.)
yupp, went for tuition the morning!(:
Alright. Awesome!
Today, Nubian Gents!
A group of hip-hoppers danceing for Christ!
woohoo~
loads of new comers as well! haha!
cellgrp increased to more than 30people! PRAISE GOD!(:
Performance was awesome and great too!
you can search youtube for videos!
HERE YOU GO!(:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ED9F-h8d0s
I lovee the song,
"He gave me a second chance!"
Yupps. Sermon like always, awesome &powerful!(:
Love dives in, My Saviour died for me 2000years ago,
and now i'm saved because He gave me a second chance!
God never fails!(:

Cell group Photo Taking session(: enjoy!
Act cool Archers!(x
This is insanity! Candid Shot!
We lovee our sheepherd! We lovee Archers!(:
BANG! bang!
Kena shock? NOT! hehe! joel act only! hehe!(:
GO! We want JESUS!(:
I miss Pohying(: PRAISE GOD she came back!
After service, i was soo shocked to see Pohying! awww!
i miss her company 6months ago! finally she came back!
yayy! usually i would stick to Pohying in church when i first came last year in november.
But she was MIA (missing in action) for 6 months since begining of jan.
yayy! i miss Pohying soo much! haha! loooveeee pohying!(:

Pohying said i was too mushy toward her in church.
(maybe cos' i was sticking with her thruuout the way!) hehe!

DANCE FOR CHRIST!

unbreakablefaith; INSANE for CHRIST!

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Messy Beautiful Art Piece.

hellos(:
I'm back to blog.
Hmmm. Again, situations in school arent exactly smooth.
Still, i'm gonna hang on(:

National day Parade,
hmmm. yupps. You're looking at the one in charge for this event(:
Meetings after meetings. woah. Tough. Major changes here and there.
I hope the parade would be great!
Trainings will be starting next week! yea peeps!
It's gonna be tough and it's gonna be awesome!

School,
well, i passed every test that i had ever since after the holidays,
PRAISE GOD. (usually i would fail two or three!)
yeap! For all the strength He gave me, Thanks!(:
Well, Mr Goh lessons, i'm tending to sleep now and then.
BUT I did NOT!:DD
I'm a good student.
being kept awake by eating CHOCOLATES and chips in class.
Mr Goh knows, He ddnt mind.
Of course, he would rather me eat and listen,
than to NOT eat and SLEEP!(:

Art lessons,
ARHHH! Alot of paintings and drawings and digital ART works!
oh no!
Sometimes i'm unhappy about art lessons,
because i prefer concept art, and not something i'm forced to do.
Like i'm forced to do this topic instead of my own! ):

NPCC,
oh my gosh! nothing to sae.
3 words!
TIRING! SLACKING! BORING!
i jus think the my batch of NCOs arent conducting trainings seriously.
we arent serious, we arent strict to the cadets.
we are just strict to ourselves.
sigh. i admit, i'm not a very good NCO.
still :/

TODAY!
Mass Council MEETING!
Meeting with Ms wong and Mr Lee for NDP.
worhs! it's long and tiring!
Argue here, there! sae yes! sae no!
haha! luckly the plannings are done!(:
just left with the trainings!

After that rushed for training,
sadly it's over.
Went over to NCC room.
Met timo, anthony, anas.
Haha! played! bully! Those guys are really funny!
hehe!(:
Loads of fun too! Lock me outside the room.
In fact, i dont dare enter NCC room anymore
ever since i got pumped 106times.
ah well :/

Didnt meet Nic. Dad came sooooo early to fetch me.
I ddnt expect he would fetch me though :/
Ddnt have dinner. was so tired to eat.
Empty tummy now ):
still, i dont feel like eating.

hmmm. I feel like writing a story.
I simply love ART and ENGLISH!
the Art of English, and English is ART too!(:

Currently at home polishing my uniform.
Tmrw is Racial Harmony Day,
wearing malay costume :X
still have to bring NPCC full uni as tmrw is
combine uniform group Passing out parade.
yupps. tired. duno what to blog now! hehe!

feel free to msg me to whoever who wants to talk to me.
And i think i'm going insane!

unbreakable/ unbelievable.

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Scribbles and Doodles.

I feel like I'm drifting through life once again.
Everything seems to be the same everyday.
Not exactly I suppose(:

EMATHS LESSON - MR GOH!

Eunice: *eats CHOCOLATE. Starts LAUGHING CRAZILY!*
Prissy: *looked at me* -.- euniceee! don't go insane again!!
Eunice: *LAUGHS LAUGHS LAUGHS!*
Jack: Oh no! Pris, have she gone mad again?

Eunice: *LAUGHS NON-STOP!* xDD

Jack: Ooo kayes. What happened to her?
Prissy: Duno. She jus started laughing -.-
HuiXian: *diaox.....*

Eunice: *LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!....sniffs.*

Prissy: O.o psss, she's crying.
Jack: WHAT?!

Eunice: *LAUGHS.. sobs. sniff... LAUGHS!*

Jack: errr? MR GOH! Your student has lost her mind!
Mr Goh: *looked at me* Sighs..

Prissy: Euniceee!!!
Huixian: You want me to take this book and smack you is it?

Eunice: *LAUGHS LAUGHS...sobs, cry, sniffs.*
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5 seconds later.
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Eunice: *LAUGHS LAUGHS LAUGHS!*
Huixian: -.-" *diaoxxx......!!!!*
Jack: *...crazy girl....*

Eunice: *laughs..*
Prissy: euniceee AHHH!
Eunice: Sorry. I think i need one more CHOCOLATE to refill my laughter.
Jack: Hmmm. sorry, i ate the last 5CHOCOLATES. In my mouth :X

Eunice: *mouth drop! jaw drop! SHOCKED!*
Jack: Hahahahaha! Hehe!
Eunice: *SOBS SOBS!*
Prissy: Oh no. Here we go again....

Eunice: I want CHOCOLATE! wahhh wahhh! sobs!

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I hate what I'm putting thruu. I'm like a fake painting.

Unbreakablefaith; CHOCOLATE wonderLAND(:

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ART. Nice?

Hellos(: i don't feel like blogging so,
shall keep this short and simple.

School, students are getting from bad to worse.
Everyone's fighting for power, useless bunch.
Sadly i can't do anything right? :/

Did 106pumpings previous training.
I was innocent. serious.
I wask jus discussing with Anthony(ncc) about NDP.
Then kena pump. sobs.

Cried; for no reason.
Laughed; for no reason.
Really! i really duno why!
It just happens!
My friends think I'm gonna get mental breakdown.
Jack told MR GOH about it;
MR GOH ddnt know wad to do with me :/

ah well. haha. anw;
what can i do? haha!
All i gotta do is stand strong with God(:

Jack took me in class. GOSH!
SC room neater? All Thanks to me, JiaJun, GERMAINE and STACEY!(:
I Miss the Old NPCC days. sobs.


unbreakablefaith.
INSANITYisntSO @ BLOGSPOT.

Unpredictable. Peut-être.

Too much happened.
And everything came when i was unprepared.
I can't turn to anyone else but Him alone.

Not forgetting.
Somethings; I won't give a darn care anymore.
I rather store up treasures in Heaven than on earth.
Clinging on? No more.
Let go? Let God.

Still,
hardly people see the sadness in my eyes.
I'm not trying to lie to myself.
But i gotta be joyful, at least i try.

All the times, when i really don't know.
I'm gonna seek Your face.

Problems whatever.
Trustworthy people around? Rarely.
It's just the minority.
But seriously,
I'm not gonna turn to the people
whom i always turn to in school anymore.
Maybe Jean; just if i happened to knock into her.
Or maybe to someone whom i talk online to,
(i dont know his name, all i know, he's a great bro of Christ)
No one else. I mean it.
The rest is between me and God.

I shant blog as much as i used to.

It's not that:
If you have no shame, at least have some pride.

It's that:
If you have no pride, at least have some shame.

unbreakable; un-break that.

Should i stay or leave?

The Prayer - Celine Dion, Duet with Andrea Bocelli
I pray you'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go.
And help us to be wise in times when we don't know.
Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way.
Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe.

La luce che tu dai
Nel cuore restera
A ricordarci che
L'eterna stella sei.

I pray we'll find your light,
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night,
Remind us where you are..

Nella mia preghiera
Quanta fede c'e.
Lead us to a place ?

Let this be our prayer
When shadows fill our day
Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we'll be safe.

Sogniamo un mondo senza piu violenza,
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza.
Ognuno dia una mano al suo vicino,
Simbolo di pace...di fraternita.

La forza che ci dai
E desiderio te
Ognuno trovi amor
Intorno e dentro se.
Let this be our prayer,
Just like every child.

We ask that life be kind
And watch us from above.
We hope each soul will find
Another soul to love.
Let this be our prayer,
Just like every child.

Needs to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede che hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salverai...


drawing out.
my final work piece.

My Art works depends on my insanity; on how much I'm thinking;
on how much i'm going through; on how much.. I'm crying.

SOMEONE took this pic of me. Head kena chop off.
It may jus be the LAST time SOMEONE ever took a pic of me... ...

I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be...

unbreakable; yet breakable~

what more can you expect from me?

haha. this is my current phone theme,
looks like matrix thou. black, green?

much happened in such a short time since i came back from china.
school started, problems arise, more work, more responsiblities.
and it doesnt jus end there, it seems like the hard part,
had only jus begun.

i thought the first part of the year was really tough enough.
guess i was wrong. but again, maybe i'm not so wrong.
Sec4s had passed out.
during the passing out parade, the moment my seniors,
they shouted POP!
as kelvin sir said, my shoulders felt heavier as the 12th batch takes over.
or maybe it was jus my uniform?
cos' i jus got 5more new badges today!
equals to 9 badges alrdy!
not including my swimming badge.
me? being jus a campcraft instructor;
maybe medic too (kelvin sir sae one).
*cos' i'm like the 2nd one in 12years of NPCC who has a life saving badge*
1st was kelvin sir, 2nd is me. wow. okiee. tough.
ps. they haven give me my swimming badge -GOLD OKIE!-
DOTS. "life saver without swimming badge.." errs. ok -.-

loads of projects not done,
and i'm not even free on youth day.
either i may have NPCC outing for UOPA points,
or i needa go out do project, or i have tuition,
or i have to do church tuition work, or... etc etc etc.
yea. stupid me. so much to do yet so little time.

church, ah, okie.
yesterdae was church. hmm.
never failing in making it awesome and impacting.
but if any of you couldnt tell, well,
i was abit down; but nah, forget it.
tried to smile and be active in the end(:
sermon was about prayer, living above the ordinary.
hmm, and amazingly for the first time,
i wasnt distracted; i was focus thruout the service.
*i tend to draw/doodle on my sermon book.*
yayy.

dream, ambitions? yea, i do have them.
BUT i jus realise i dont strive hard enough for them.
ever since i was young, i wanted to be a great world class ARTist.

but somehow God wanted me to cont' with this goal i have,
and use ART to impact people's lives.
weird. serious.
I'll never know how or when that will ever happen.
till then... ...

discipleship, got first step. double yayys!
but i gotta work harder, which aint a bad thing.
went for dinner, sat on the floor. ok. then...
nvm. *i shall skipp what i'm about to sae in this line.*
went home with nina, keith and jack.
talked, chat, listen to music at the bus stop and on the bus.
talk about loads of stuffs. heyys, bonding yea.
some had problems, some wanted songs,
keith nina and i talked about NPCC and left poor jack out =X
BLAH. alighted the bus, jack waited for 74. i went home.
keith n nina walked another direction.

arrived home, the house was noisy.
like super duper noisy.
mama screaming about this, daddy talking about that,
bro being irritating, i got scolded for nothing.
this happened from 9.30pm till 12am.
tired. slept.

dada! now it's sunday! wow. BORING.
not really, did some stuffs,
email,did some work, got bored and went to create new themes.
anyone of u wanna use or see my hp themes...

http://www.ownskin.com/home?u=elwm

here's the link. enjoy.

someone told me to call him today.
well, i ddnt cos he said he got smth at HQ so ya,
shant call. thou i need someone to talk to right now.
sobs.

let me see who i talk to...
when there's:
studies: Prissy, sri.
school stuffs: jack, prissy, ziyi.
council: melvin, jack, jonathan, madyy.
NPCC: wenqi, keith, madyyy, justin.
teachers/officers: prissy, sri, jack.
class: prissy.
friends: jack, prissy, ziyi.
home situations: ziyi, jack.
church: valentina, keith, jack, ziyi.
for no/some other reason: jack.

BUT there's only one person that fit into every catergory:
JESUS! You! yes You!


SOMEONE took me while i was playing with SOMEONE's handphone on the bus going to church.

ahh. mixed feelings now.
sometimes, how one feels cant be put into words.

ah well.
nothing more to sae. BLAH.
ciaos~