im all aLoNe.

todae was pretty chaotic.

esp mornin parade and after school.

morning parade?

pratically everyone dun reallie noe anythin.

PC bu xiao xin sae wrong command.

and it's alrdy bad enough for her.

the others still dare to laugh.

if you guys CAN DO A BETTER JOB without practicing,

go ahead!

she's feelin alrdy reallie bad inside.

and esp in front of the whole sch.

it's not her fault. everyone makes mistakes.

im jus fustrated at the pple who laugh. she deserves some respect okie.

APC, she did a good job. though she did not noe the commands,

she still tried. she was nevrous.

but i'll clap for her. the still took the post of APC when she did not noe anythin.

good try.

FBs did not reallie do well. but they tried.

it was a learnin point for them.

in fact, i'll saulte them. they are strong.

unlike me. who's weak and useless.

they learn from thier failures. and they'll be better.

lessons.

not much to talk abt.

jus normal and boring as usual.

i thought things wuld be okie.

unbreakable.

but,

i cant.

though my mouth said those words.

but my heart, i cant bring myself to walk away.

in the end, i still did.

all alone. you dissapeared from my sight. i walked home.

yes, it's my fault. it was wrong of me to treat you so cold.

it was my fault that im like this.

i shuld have tried to understand you.

but after so many times,

i was hurt. like there was no end to my pain.

i cant bring myself to.

but again, i still did.

lost. confuse. where am i actually heading..?

i walked four bus stops.

under the burning sun. i struggled.

i stood there. near the fence.

asked you to do me a favour.

by standin at your balcony.

and you did.

i saw you. finally, i realise, it was time for me to leave.

standing near the fence, i looked up to see you once last time.

den i crossed the road filled with cars. and returned home.

nothin stopped me. i fell. i cried. i've given up on myself.

life is nothin without you.

later,

i saw my korr.

he called out to me.

he waved. i waved back.

he look, seems sad.

well, me too. sigh. life's hard. but im unable to stand.

and bring myself to forgive,myself.

i hated myself.

for if i had one wish to do something. it's to leave, in peace. without a worry.

pple dun reallie care anyway..

who wuld notice a useless worthless piece of rubbish along the road?

no one.

in fact, i bet some wuld bully it. sigh.

where are you when i reallie needed you so badly?...