okieokie. im like, back again..

last nite ddnt sleep well,

it's like i wake up in the middle of the nite for 2hours n i slept for 15mins or so?

todae im so tired.

oh yah.

i cried again. nearly everydae in fact.

i jus wna scream something.

i dun like i dun like i dun like!! how many times mus i sae?

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it seems i cant "talk" abt serious matters with him.

cus of me. my knowledge not good enough.

if not. all we do is laugh smile n b childish.

will result in upside down turn outs.

that's why he suggest me readin more newspapers n books.

n asked me to b more serious.

anyway, heyys. im an emotional person. i use mostly my heart n not my head.

that's y im dumb okie ppl?

anyway, im very very serious in doin all i can to help my dear.

so i'll read more n work more. yea. now readin a book abt somethin abt laws or lawers.

i culd get the rough idea.

anyway, it's hard for one to change once my personal character is in my blood n skin.

so.. haixx.. pressure. but ah well.

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den in the afternoon went out with him to causeway point.

den went to watch a movie.

yea. nothin much. everythin was pretty normal.

"BUT I HATE TO CRY!!"

and im now super hungry as i havent eaten the entire dae.

err, a lil bit.only.

den, i still hope to get into pure science! i wan!

haha. okok. i duno wad to sae le. byebye