it's jus confusing.
when your mind finds it hard, cus your answer is between yes and no.
so wad is it? simply jus a complication that should be put out of mind?
or otherwise?
being pulled by both ends, will one fall apart, or endure the tougher sufferings?
well, i dont have an answer in this "book" of mine.

school was per normal,
jus that i was somehow amazed during one lesson.
and somehow got sadden.
strange? i was amaze yet sadden.
hahas, maybe that's jus me.

somethings are like really important to you.
may it be cca or work or studies.
and things you've put in lots of effort,
things you really can bring glory to the school and to it's benefits.
but again, it some things jus falls on a saturdae.
disapointing. seriously.
ATC, hope it wont fall on a saturdae.
i hope all the events that are important dont fall on saturdaes anymore.

if they do, i still have to give them up no matter how much effort was lost.
cus there're some things that are way more important..
i know, He knows what's best for me.
no matter how much i sacrifice, no matter how much the world hates me.
i will never forske Him as He never forsake me at all.

i know.
know it.
for it's righteous.

ciaos~