it seems like yesterdae was only the start of 2006..

time sure fly fast, in fact, it'll be so fast that im going back to school once again.

and maybe in a minute's time, it would be 2008.

as i went out, celebrating with my family,

past memories jus kee coming back at me.

strangly for once, it wasnt sad memories, they were nice and beautiful ones.

2006, it wasnt actually a failure.

though it was the only year i did seriously bad for my mid year exam,

though it was the only year i started turning bad,

though it was the only year i made a mistake gettin myself in a relationship,

though it was the only year i dislike and was stressed up the most.... ...

sometimes, at the end of the dae, things may jus turned out otherwise.

nearly the end of this year,

in the begining of november, God drew me to church.

in fact, come to think of it, He kept asking me to do so.

but i ddnt realise, i ddnt knew realising Him would completely change my life,

esp in such a short time, a really short time...

after being in church for 2 whole months, and only 2 months,

have bond closer to my family.

my mum, dad, maid and esp, my bro.

things have changed so much comparing back to the past.

how i wish i knew all Him, and came to church earlier.

i could finally joke, talk and bond closer to everyone it seems.

i once really hated my bro, but now, everything jus change.

it's simply amazing what God have done in my life.

it's like His hand was always stretched out, waiting for me to hold His.

that i could know Him and understand.

as i went out todae, looking at all the things i have,

looking at my family, even more, looking at myself.

i could at last feel the bond between me and my family.

not like in the past where i used to dislike them, feeling that im thrown aside.

the past was all gone now..

their smiles jus brighten up my dae.

and church too, though i ddnt know everyone for long.

it's a really nice place, with all my brothers and sisters.

helping me along the way, sharing joys and sorrows together.

i never felt much closer. i jus cherish them so much.

kenni, rebecca, ziyi, wanzi, serene, nina, jaclyn, pohying, gideon, munchung, joel, dasiy and all the others..

it's jus too much to name, love them all!

everything God has given me, it's awesome.

impact my life so much, more than i could imagine.

i jus wan to live to the fullest.

cherishing every moment there is.

it's a new year, it going to be a better life with Him.

i shall stop dwelling on the past, for He cancelled it out.

i can expect to fail most of the times,

but i can see a bright future ahead.

i do not see to believe, i believe to see.

so when i believe, i'll achieve.

finest steels go through hottest fire..