i was super bored during lessons, super hyper after school.
aint i simply obfuscating?
n one more thing, i cant bear to see someone suffering..
after all, we were all created under his hands, there's no difference..
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i simply do not wish to talk about this but i cant jus keep this inisde anymore okie. let me begin by saying, after learning so much about Christ, about His will, and to control my emotions. let me say this, no matter what, whom i dislike or close or not in contact at all, i still CAN NEVER bear to see one i once knew suffering. As it was written, " if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink."
to be frank, i wan to comfort you, but i could not bring myself to talk or speak to you anymore. for i do not wan to create misunderstandings. but seriously i gotta sae something, you are jus thinking and dreaming too much! it's useless okie! why contiune walk deeper n deeper into the dark? God has always called and try to reach out to you.. but wad did you do? forsake him? and contiune your ways? hump! when you have the greatest person of all, God, who gave the greatest love of all to you, you choose to give him up and seek love outside. what's wrong? there's something wrong, dont you feel that something's not right? you failed so many times seking love outside. have you ver seek his love at all? you jus thank him, give him praise, but you choose others instead of him?
we belive to see, NOT see to believe. for that is faith! would you ever understand? so what if you still same the same old thing "YOU dont decide for me!"? im never deciding for you, now all God wans is to see you seek him more for his love and not the love outside! FACE IT, YOU ARE NOT SPIRITUALLY MATURE ENOUGH! that's why u always fail, you always had a dream, dream of seeing your true love, but in the end, it all ddnt work out. reflect would you? all you know is to boss people around, it doesnt mean that you have your rights you mus ask others to live up to your expectations! wrong! contiune this way and you'll end up hurting yourself deeper! God jus wish you could turn back to him... "our greatest glory is not in never failing, but rising everytime we fall...
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okie, i think that's all, hahas, i jus wanna shout out!
ZIYI is my best discipler in da world! i love ziyi lots n lots!