as my life seems to be drowning in the depts of sorrowness,
i reamined unruffled no matter how much harsh and saddness fills me.
hiding behind the mask where others view me as normal and hyper.
without expecting the true identity of me, was a different case.
is it obfuscating? or is it jus making sense?

and again, school was normal, perfectly normal.
but the one and only thing i feel not right about is myself,
im fine physically, sadly not mentally or emotionally.
how is one suppose to manage when one is given onerous tasks,
every single dae. pretty tiring for i would sae.
i tried, but i felt that i could not exert myself too much.
sorrowness was kept backstage in a corner,
difficult for one to realise.

but since i've blog it down, anyone who reads will know
am i right?
maybe i should take a full dae off or something,
im tired and suffering at the tip of my limits.
however i tried my very best to remain composed.
quiet for no one to know but God alone.
for only in Him, i find that i can resolvemy troubles that constantly wonders unknowingly in my head.

my heart deepens in the sea of sorrowness
where i try my best to strive and reach out for help.
maybe i'll drown, maybe i wont.
maybe i will only be saved at my very last breath.
so that i could have a learning experince as i rejoice in my sufferings.
for suffering produce endurance, which produce character, which produce hope.
and hope that will not put us to shame.

i dont need a beautiful dae to tide me through my life.
in sufferings or joy, it's all the same.

once again, i do not need any corncern,
because the injuries i have is out of your imagination.
so no matter how much anyone talk or counsel me,
i would be the same, unless i hear the word of God,
my attention will be caught.

as for now, the eunice you all know is the same on the outside,
but from the inside, you'll see a out of the universe side of me.. ..

im jus bloggin to throw everything out of me, so please dun mind me.

ciaos~