i should learn to stop blogging so much,
it's jus that here is the place i'll come to throw out all my emotions.
but of course, before that i will seek God first.

emotions, false or true it doesnt matter, cus i dont believe in them.
so whatever i feel, i'll jus throw them out of me.
so bear with it, i apologise.

firstly todae started off with school,
and i simply have the same old mood everydae in class.
im not hyper anymore.
im jus simple plain sian.
but i still study, work and listen.
yea, others always see me as that im always alright.
but guessed wad?
it's totally WRONG!

if what you all dislike is me, frankly im totally alright with it FINE!

you see one face on a side that look perfectly okie,
but when the face turns, you'll soon realise the 180 degree turn.
it's simply off, as i said before, im never the middle,
im to the extreme!
so if you finally realise im NOT alright,
dont waste your time thinking! cus it's beyond your imagination!
forget it and jus buzz off! i hate standing people who rides the high horse!

every cloud has a silver lining.
yea, and i know God will hep me through.
cus the best time i ever love is going home by myself.
cus as i walk, i could really feel God's presence.
exactlly beside me. i love Him so much!

i jus wan to help the people around me.
no matter the result is horrible for me but if it's for their benefits,
i would sacrifce myself for you all people out there!
i jus wan to... ...

know it! for it may.. ... ..

ciaos~