back to blog peeps.
i nearly gave up on this blogg.
cos' i kept throwing my emotions on another blog.
sshh. it's a secret.
yesterdae was awesome. say AWESOME!
for the whole of last week;
i ddnt seek God much,
i nearly gave up on every single thing.
ddnt even do QT with a whole heart.
oh mann; eunicee... how could you?..
practically i was fustrated;
felt i was immured by merciles melancholy.
stress incarcerated me.
i could have been completely destroyed;
suffering in the depts of sorrowness.
in silence; forgotten; lost; in a corner.
masochistic.
i jus ddnt share;
i kept the whole lie to myself.
no one knew; cos' wad u peeps see in person;
is jus a mask that covers my identity.
to b frank, i'm not the happy person u always see.
church yesterdae was really impactful;
esp during praise n worship;
it was nervous for me leading the first time.
i jus thought i let God so down this week;
that i ddnt know wad to do.
i ddnt prepare wad to share for the verse.
i ddnt rmb the songs properly.
"oh no".
but still;
God spoke to me during the praise n worship while leading;
i turned off my mind and focus all on Him alone.
till it was the last song...
i got distracted,
joel wanted me to lead one part of "the stand"
cos' he dun have the lyrics.
my mind went blank; i was lost; shocked.
God really spoke to me how impt is it to seek Him,
to focus on Him; that he could make things possible for everything.
i nearly fell to tears; but i was jus too happy;
cos' God helped me; guided me to pull this through.
faith; it's so impt.
faith begins where man's power ends,
faith; not in words, but in life.
i love you Lord! i'm running after you!
i kept thanking God.
went home with jack-jack(=
we chat on the bus like crazy.
hahas, he mixed arnd with my dad too!
Haokiet is a really nice buddy;
he's always there to help; hear you out.
thanks bro!(=
reached home...
AHHHHhhhh!!!!!!!! oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh!
THANK YOU GOD!
my mama bought me a piano! ahh!
she has always object me to learning musical instuments;
cos' she thinks it's taking up my time.
i've been asking her to buy me a piano ever since 10 years old!
now i got it! oh mann! THANKS MUM! THANK YOU LORD!
i will never slack again! loves!
todae,
kept practicing on my piano.
did tons of studying. well; alot to me.
4 hrs a dae! it's alot! not including homework!
and now i'm on the com because i'm preparing something for a special friend,
cos' she helped me ever since i came to cosbt.
guided me; listened to me; callled n sms me; love me; care for me.
i jus love her lots! so i'm preparing something for her.
i hope it would b special, it's the heart that counts!(=
need the com; need to buy; need to print;
(u know who u are; guess bahhs! kekex!)
i love u all!
i promise i wont let go ever again.
i will keep holding on, i'll make it through.
yea.
i wanna thank some peeps!
-lenny (for taggin n encouraging me all the way) =D
-mark (for helping me n encouraging me too!)
-haokiet (for always being there when i need a listening ear)((=
-sri& prissy (for guiding me in my studies)
-stacey (for listening to me when i was upset once)
-jaclyn&ZIYI! (for smsing n calling me to help n encourage me)(x
-joel&ZIYI! (for guiding me throughout the praise n worship)
mixing arnd more.
i know more abt my friends.
esp haokiet; he really can entertain pple! xDD
well that's all peeps. ciaos!
i nearly gave up on this blogg.
cos' i kept throwing my emotions on another blog.
sshh. it's a secret.
yesterdae was awesome. say AWESOME!
for the whole of last week;
i ddnt seek God much,
i nearly gave up on every single thing.
ddnt even do QT with a whole heart.
oh mann; eunicee... how could you?..
practically i was fustrated;
felt i was immured by merciles melancholy.
stress incarcerated me.
i could have been completely destroyed;
suffering in the depts of sorrowness.
in silence; forgotten; lost; in a corner.
masochistic.
i jus ddnt share;
i kept the whole lie to myself.
no one knew; cos' wad u peeps see in person;
is jus a mask that covers my identity.
to b frank, i'm not the happy person u always see.
church yesterdae was really impactful;
esp during praise n worship;
it was nervous for me leading the first time.
i jus thought i let God so down this week;
that i ddnt know wad to do.
i ddnt prepare wad to share for the verse.
i ddnt rmb the songs properly.
"oh no".
but still;
God spoke to me during the praise n worship while leading;
i turned off my mind and focus all on Him alone.
till it was the last song...
i got distracted,
joel wanted me to lead one part of "the stand"
cos' he dun have the lyrics.
my mind went blank; i was lost; shocked.
God really spoke to me how impt is it to seek Him,
to focus on Him; that he could make things possible for everything.
i nearly fell to tears; but i was jus too happy;
cos' God helped me; guided me to pull this through.
faith; it's so impt.
faith begins where man's power ends,
faith; not in words, but in life.
i love you Lord! i'm running after you!
i kept thanking God.
went home with jack-jack(=
we chat on the bus like crazy.
hahas, he mixed arnd with my dad too!
Haokiet is a really nice buddy;
he's always there to help; hear you out.
thanks bro!(=
reached home...
AHHHHhhhh!!!!!!!! oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh!
THANK YOU GOD!
my mama bought me a piano! ahh!
she has always object me to learning musical instuments;
cos' she thinks it's taking up my time.
i've been asking her to buy me a piano ever since 10 years old!
now i got it! oh mann! THANKS MUM! THANK YOU LORD!
i will never slack again! loves!
todae,
kept practicing on my piano.
did tons of studying. well; alot to me.
4 hrs a dae! it's alot! not including homework!
and now i'm on the com because i'm preparing something for a special friend,
cos' she helped me ever since i came to cosbt.
guided me; listened to me; callled n sms me; love me; care for me.
i jus love her lots! so i'm preparing something for her.
i hope it would b special, it's the heart that counts!(=
need the com; need to buy; need to print;
(u know who u are; guess bahhs! kekex!)
i love u all!
i promise i wont let go ever again.
i will keep holding on, i'll make it through.
yea.
i wanna thank some peeps!
-lenny (for taggin n encouraging me all the way) =D
-mark (for helping me n encouraging me too!)
-haokiet (for always being there when i need a listening ear)((=
-sri& prissy (for guiding me in my studies)
-stacey (for listening to me when i was upset once)
-jaclyn&ZIYI! (for smsing n calling me to help n encourage me)(x
-joel&ZIYI! (for guiding me throughout the praise n worship)
mixing arnd more.
i know more abt my friends.
esp haokiet; he really can entertain pple! xDD
well that's all peeps. ciaos!