
i havent blogged for 1 week n 1 day.
nice.
let me share what i've been thinking and been doing these days.
what can i say about school?
it's pretty normal as usual.
but when you compare it; upper sec and lower sec.
you'll really wish you treasured and had a longer past.
frankly;
i miss 2e4. even though at times, werent right;
even though misunderstandings and conflicts happened before,
you'd wish you were back in the good old days.
life back then in sec2e4 was fun.
jus one word: fun.
because the memories that were craved on our hearts;
cant seem to let go at all.
life was enjoyable then; i could play as much as i wanted;
i ddnt need to hand in homework on time.
i ddnt need to study for tests.
but that was all in the past;
for life was easy a year ago which passed so fast.
now; come to think of it; i wished i had treasured the times back then more.
as the days pass and the lessons go.
there's more to learn; more to encounter.
there's not a time to waste; or even a time to rest.
for every single space in the clock was filled.
so when time passed, we don't even know it exsisted.
how complicated life could get? how much more can i stand this?
learn to live and live to learn.
i have this thinking in the past;
that i shouldnt study.
for all i want is to get through life with art.
art doesnt need chemistry or biology;
it doesnt need amaths or emaths.
it doesnt need socialstudies or languages.
art was all in the mind and all in the brush.
i never wanted to study; or even live life this way.
what i want to be?
all i ask for is a free and easy life.
i jus want to paint and draw throughout my life.
riches and fame is not my type.
love and faith is all i need.
why am i saying all these?
maybe i'm jus stressful.
maybe i'm jus sick and tired of this life.
when you jus listen to class;
you always wanted to be somewhere else
instead of sitting there listening.
but i realised one thing; that
the teachers feel the same way.
sometimes they wish they were somewhere else too;
rather than teaching.
maybe it's a process. maybe.
tomolo there's emaths test.
today u had socialstudies test.
the day before i had chemistry test.
thursday i have napfa test.
i really don't like this at all.
BUT i'm gonna love it.
live to learn n learn to live.
i gotta learn to love too!
in every way and any way.
lots n lotsa love in the air!
i wanna be changed, no matter what i face.
i wanna be moulded, be the person HE wants me to be!
iminlove~iminlove~iminlove~iminlove~iminlove~!
love~love~
meeting jaclyn tomolo for lunch.
i'm gonna put more focus on studies and Christ.
others can come later; KEKEX!
=DD
and one more thing; i love my UGcomm!(x
uploaded pics?
15cents! sec2'2006 camp!
art; sketching;
npcc games day 2005.. <33

