it has been an insane week.
more than just going out of my mind; it was nuts.
i broke down; throughout the days.
i couldnt hold back this time.

morning parades were even worst by the day.
my comm, i cant tolerate it to see them being bullied,
when they are putting their effort, when they are serving the school.
no, i'm just committed to my UGcomm,
i cant just stand aside and look at them suffer.
actions had to be taken.
(note:ANYONE DARE LAY A HAND ON MY COMM AND YOU'LL GET IT FROM ME.)

i've stepped down, yet i cant let go.
no, i'm still an exco, i'm still part of student council.
if i cant do anything, the least i could do is still care.
melvin; i'm really sorry,
these days, times are tough,
the words i said, i ddnt mean them, i dont blame you,
seriously.
i was nuts, i went out of control,
because i felt like an outcast,
i felt that i had vanished when you asked me.
sorry,
i know,
you're a great president, i know you care;
i'm jus going through too much for me to handle.
i really apologise about wad i said. dont take it too heart.

studies,
i cant cope. i know i cant.
my commitment are unstable, so is my work.
including my studies.
all i have are falling apart.
still, i want to give up,
i wanted so badly to jus forget contiuning this whole life.
to jus give in, to jus end these nonesense.
but i know,He is still there.
guiding me; helping me to stand.
how could i ever live without you?(:

there're my lovely sweetest group of friends too! :D
the ones who were always there for me,
to hear me out, to care, to understand and to help me through.
it's so nice(:
the sweetest peeps!
♥prissy! ♥sri! ♥valentina! ♥haokiet! ♥many many more!(:
I MISS ZIYI!

sigh, tomolo still got school.
exams started! todae was chinese!
you know wad mike said?
"i wont jus fail but i'll get a negative one hundred marks!!"
well, i duno bahhs.
i'm really turning insane till i'm metally nuts; for real.
i cant seem to control myself these days.
ah well. see how bahhs!

♥piano&art.
& to prissy!i'll learn the final fantasy paino piece;
so u wont get too much headache!(:
asap!
ciaos!

charis n me!
gal power!(x

anas! and the poor tigger i bullied!
could u tell it's me? it's ME!


tuition!
mike!