Forgiveness. Blow the pain away.

Why ddnt you tell me? why ddnt you explain?
i was there trying to talk to you, yet u said nothing.
i treated you as a big brother, as a very close friend.
jus cos' of what "that freak" said, mus our friendship drift apart?

uninformed, till today. no one told me.
hope time heals. hope God heals our friendship.
and that we can treat each other the same,
like the close bro and sis we once were...

too much happened in just 2 days.
on the verge of crying.
*i hope u read my email, hope u'll understand*
those who know what i'm talking about,
good for u, others who dont,
too bad.

ahhh. school has been a torture.
more homework. tuition's getting rough too.
less time for me i guess. suppose to be in tuition now.
but i skipped. postpone to next time.

tomolo passing out parade for NPCC sec4s.
taking over from tomolo as well. wow.
it's gonna be darn hard.

ARGH!
i've no mood to blog!
STRESSED! FRUSTRATED!
but i'll be alright after awhile.
sigh. okieokie. dont ask me abt what happened to me.
find out yourself.
=X

Back from china peeps!
miss me? miss school?
I MISS SINGAPORE sia.

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daisy&jocelyn-haha. okieokie. thanks =DD
ivy-IVY JUNIORRR! hehe.LOVED!(:
potato-*surprised.how did u find this place?*
bryan!-HA. ALPHA's the BEST!
wanzi-too bad! =X jokin. next time bahhs!((x
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okieokie.
till now i'm thinking about LMSC.
i mean, i'm still thinking about ALPHA!
cos' seriously, i miss everyone.
esp all the shitt we've gone thru together,
playing together. the laughter and smiles.
how i wish that time could turn back.

made this skin before i left for china.
this song makes me think more about ALPHA.
haha. yea.
bahh!

china trip? 9 days?
not really exciting for what i can sae.
only the scenery is really fantastic.
but fell ill on the 6th day.
got sent to the hospital. sobs.
lack of oxygen, vomitting, nose bleed, fever etc.
(ps. what more u want? lol.)
luckily recovered in 1 full day.
so slept thruout the 7th day.

favourite program for each day.
1st day- manage to rent a horse for one full day.
2nd- i LOVE 5star hotels!
3rd- rent a boat, sailed to an island. played etc.
4th- had a goat ride! maaaamaaaaa~
5th- all the Dogs there are really obedient. (they dont bite!)
6th- hospital bills cost 49yuan = 9.55singapore dollars?!
7th- sleep! zzz.
8th- horse ride to the mountains! (my horse pee halfway -.-)
9th-mushroom steamboat! HOME!

hmmmm.
one more thing.
i wanna..
PRAISE GOD!
uh huh. let me start my story.
on the plane back home. it was 2.15am.
the announcement:
"we'll be arriving singapore in 25mins time. thank you."
okie! good! reaching home.
but when it was 2.30am. the plane was still flying.
what's worst, it's raining darn heavily!
the plane tried to land more than 6times.
but failed.
(meaning, the plane flew down, BUT FLEW UP AGAIN!)
many times! waaah. i could get plane sick.
the plane went up and down n up and down.
it was unable to land.
you could pratically hear people in the front screaming.
as i looked 360degress.
some were crying, praying, complaining, holding each other in terror.
me? i was afriad. i mean like really.
prayed, cos' i trust JESUS and lifted the whole situation into HIS hands.
decided not to think anymore.
i pictured JESUS's hands holding the plane,
allowing it to land safely and smoothly.

at 3.20am.
the plane was still in the air.
trying to land over n over again.
many got worried.
some thought the plane would crashed or something.
3.35am.
would the petrol run out?
saw the land of singapore many times alrdy but the plane
just couldnt land.
thunder roars. lighting flashes.
after all the terror, it finally ended,
the plane landed at 3.45am.
many went celebrating.
they were like going "THANK YOU BUDDAH!" (in chinese)
Franky(it's a name lo.), one of the uncle, said,
"yes! i'm going to give thanks giving to God wooohoo!"
erps, u could pratically see me diaoxx him.
ah well, it's all over. yupp. dont have to go screaming lols.

went home by taix.
on the road, saw 2 cars crashed,
1 motorbike slipped and i think crashed too.
haha.
ok. why am i saying all this?

conclusion, never ever go to china or even take china airlines.

today suppose to go to school.
but mama told me to rest at home.
so i did. yea.
my handphone bills gonna overshoot like crazy.
simply cos' i msged overseas.
ALOT.

became a campcraft instructor for the NCO board.
ah well. it's what i always wanted i suppose :/
gotta do my work now. shall go to sch tml.

ciaos~


baaaa. that's a real ram okie. lol.i took a pic with cro-crodilehuggies~~top of shiling mountains!i got this da niu! for rental of course.up in the mountains. more than 3km above sea lvl.this uncle rent the horse to me! plus the cart.bark! lol.doggyy.i killed a goat. roasted goat. hmmmm.baaa.sheep&family.
shiling.

I'm going to fly off to china soon.
havent post for a couple of days already.
shall make this short and simple :DD

Student council camp.
the worst camp i've been to in my entire LIFE dude!
i mean like serious.
cried. loads.

LMSC course.
13th,14th and 15th june.
love it.
awesome.
ALPHA is the BEST alright.
yea baby~
like chorlin, madyy, me, junxiang, tobais, terence, bryan, wenyao
and of course more((:
really miss everyone!
SUPER LOADS! thinking, ahh! i lovee NOT the course,
i LOVE ALPHA! really. missing you guys((x

gotta go.
keep the tags in kayes?
will be back by 27th.

ciaos~

RADICAL CONFERENCE'07 ROCKS!
like so totally~ dude awsome mann.

Jesus Christ!
I will PRAISE the NAME of JESUS!




havent blogged for a week.
it's june! like so whatever.
there dont seem to be any holiday,
though there's time to go shopping(:

okie, let me see.. hmm..
Monday, went for chem spa, shopping!(:
erps, just 100bucks on 4 pieces of clothes. and more...
Tuesday, went to do project, get jack's letter and bio spa.
Wed, went for flu jab. owww.
Thurs, had steamboat, went out shopping(:
pleaseee. i just spent 200bucks.
Friday, meet jack at sch and went for cell group outing.

wooosh.
that's just ONE freaking darn week.
time flies. yea.
and that week sure aint smooth. nope. not one bit.
many happened. shant sae all.
there's ONLY 2 person that really cared for me this week.
fistly and the one and only, JESUS CHRIST.
lastly, amazingly, JACK TANHAOKIET.
well, Jack really listened to me and talked to me this week.
argh, cos' seriously, i couldnt take it.
talked , called(54mins 48seconds), message, listened to me.
even on the bus going to and going home from cell outing.
prayed. yea. haha. i love brother JACK!((:



cell grp outing was great, had loads of fun.
went to a cafe for nearly 4hours.
played games, taboo, lotsa lotsa games.
fun. haha. yeap. enjoyed.

church was the super duper OWWW~
i loveeeee RADICAL CONFERENCE'07!
bought tee-shirt. cool.
YOUTH ALIVE ROCKS! pity those who never go.
JESUS ROCKS!
workshops were great, sermon was even more powerful!
yea~(:
awesomee..
euniceee is never going to be the same again. HA.
my hero, JESUS CHRIST who died for me and you.
the ONE. who was and is to come.

got home, kena scolding.
todae, kena scolding.
tomolo, CAMP. ahhHHH!
nooooooooooooooooOOOOO.
ah well
:/
ciaos~