what more can you expect from me?haha. this is my current phone theme,
looks like matrix thou. black, green?
much happened in such a short time since i came back from china.
school started, problems arise, more work, more responsiblities.
and it doesnt jus end there, it seems like the hard part,
had only jus begun.
i thought the first part of the year was really tough enough.
guess i was wrong. but again, maybe i'm not so wrong.
Sec4s had passed out.
during the passing out parade, the moment my seniors,
they shouted POP!
as kelvin sir said, my shoulders felt heavier as the 12th batch takes over.
or maybe it was jus my uniform?
cos' i jus got 5more new badges today!
equals to 9 badges alrdy!
not including my swimming badge.
me? being jus a campcraft instructor;
maybe medic too (kelvin sir sae one).
*cos' i'm like the 2nd one in 12years of NPCC who has a life saving badge*
1st was kelvin sir, 2nd is me. wow. okiee. tough.
ps. they haven give me my swimming badge -GOLD OKIE!-
DOTS. "life saver without swimming badge.." errs. ok -.-
loads of projects not done,
and i'm not even free on youth day.
either i may have NPCC outing for UOPA points,
or i needa go out do project, or i have tuition,
or i have to do church tuition work, or... etc etc etc.
yea. stupid me. so much to do yet so little time.
church, ah, okie.
yesterdae was church. hmm.
never failing in making it awesome and impacting.
but if any of you couldnt tell, well,
i was abit down; but nah, forget it.
tried to smile and be active in the end(:
sermon was about prayer, living above the ordinary.
hmm, and amazingly for the first time,
i wasnt distracted; i was focus thruout the service.
*i tend to draw/doodle on my sermon book.*
yayy.
dream, ambitions? yea, i do have them.
BUT i jus realise i dont strive hard enough for them.
ever since i was young, i wanted to be a great
but somehow God wanted me to cont' with this goal i have,
and use ART to impact people's lives.
weird. serious.
I'll never know how or when that will ever happen.
till then... ...
discipleship, got first step. double yayys!
but i gotta work harder, which aint a bad thing.
went for dinner, sat on the floor. ok. then...
went home with nina, keith and jack.
talked, chat, listen to music at the bus stop and on the bus.
talk about loads of stuffs. heyys, bonding yea.
some had problems, some wanted songs,
keith nina and i talked about NPCC and left poor jack out =X
BLAH. alighted the bus, jack waited for 74. i went home.
keith n nina walked another direction.
arrived home, the house was noisy.
like super duper noisy.
mama screaming about this, daddy talking about that,
bro being irritating, i got scolded for nothing.
this happened from 9.30pm till 12am.
tired. slept.
dada! now it's sunday! wow. BORING.
not really, did some stuffs,
email,did some work, got bored and went to create new themes.
anyone of u wanna use or see my hp themes...
http://www.ownskin.com/home?u=elwm
here's the link. enjoy.
someone told me to call him today.
well, i ddnt cos he said he got smth at HQ so ya,
shant call. thou i need someone to talk to right now.
sobs.
let me see who i talk to...
when there's:
studies: Prissy, sri.
school stuffs: jack, prissy, ziyi.
council: melvin, jack, jonathan, madyy.
NPCC: wenqi, keith, madyyy, justin.
teachers/officers: prissy, sri, jack.
class: prissy.
friends: jack, prissy, ziyi.
home situations: ziyi, jack.
church: valentina, keith, jack, ziyi.
for no/some other reason: jack.
BUT there's only one person that fit into every catergory:
JESUS! You! yes You!
SOMEONE took me while i was playing with SOMEONE's handphone on the bus going to church.ahh. mixed feelings now.
sometimes, how one feels cant be put into words.
ah well.
nothing more to sae. BLAH.
ciaos~