Perfect Picture.

She drags her pen,
her heart hopes to write all her feelings
she's kept inside

Yet she can't seem
To trace her thoughts

She wants to write the pain and tears,
that you have brought her through.
She wants to say & tell you of all
The misery you brought.

The blank page remains

How does she say
today is yet just another day.
She presses her pen down hard enough
To tell you that she has cried enough
Her heart is torn, torn in two
Of all of the things
That you do.
She finally found the words

She wrote them down,
left the desk
without a sound.

Empty tears, smeared the ink.
Her very heart begins to sink .
And the words dont ever seem to fade;
The words that she kept locked away
Behind the tears.

In ink dark blue
She wrote the words... ...
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hmmm. okieokie, i shant end this my way.
To whoever who reads this, just end it your way will ya?

As the poem said,
for me, today was just another day again.
HAHA! well, what do you expect?

Class has been quite dead.
OBS peeps have already went for their 5days camp.
(from monday to friday; missing 5days of school!)
yiqi, jack, mark, hongyu, xueqing, chengni, yeshen, titus etc..
wahhhh! from 42peeps in class, drop till 28remains.
sobs. ALright, somehow i wished i had gone too.
But i turned down the offer of going for OBS,
i gave it a serious thought, my studies are more impt.

Happy Birthday CHARMAINEee, my BIO partner! ;D
woah, i just realised it has been a while
since i last wished someone happy birthday on my blog! xD
having sore throat, coming one week already.
having sore eyes now and then as well.
AHH! have been quite busy,
there're loads on my mind.

Sometimes, i think too much that school isn't an issue anymore.
I've more important things to do,
any problems in school? leave me out.
And i wanna make this clear, assumtions are NOT FACTS.
DONT EVER ASSUME when you never even approached to ask.
And i never said anything because i wanted to be ALONE, get it?
Who says i'm angry and who says i dislike someone?
Who's the one who is actually unheard?
Typical self-centered people,
I never stopped saying hi, i never stopped talking,
just much lesser. and there you go, assume all you like.
You always think, you always thought,
you always say, " but it seems that way!"
Yet, have you ever confirmed? once? twice? three times?
never, not even a single one.

Now, I'm not leaving you, I never said i did,
and you thought i was. oh mann, wake up.
I never hated, i never blamed, i never even speak.
I never had a problem with friend V,
we just had some misunderstandings by her ASSUMING things,
and after she've cleared things out, we're alright.
We never kept away, i never hid myself.
Sometimes, you just think too much, which cause the terror
and for you to have a fear in your heart.
listen, relax and forget about the past,
what has happened has happened, let go.

What i believe still remains;
there's alot to know, some to talk to, afew to love to,
minority to learn from,
maybe five to ten could be called friends or close friends,
BUT ONLY ONE TO pour your whole out, ONE is JESUS.
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it was such a beautiful mistake; i wonder ;D

unbreakable; neverLOST.