HELLO (blank).
After some time, some situations doesn't matter any longer.

I'll try to post whenever I can reason being I'm restricted to use my laptop. Anyhow, I don't wish to use my laptop that often as well, firstly because I need to study even though it's the holidays; secondly, my laptop's super duper uper lag so if I'm seriously irritated, I'll start smashing and banging my laggy big fat laptop no matter what ( And yes, even if it costs thousands of dollars ). Thirdly, hehs, i don't have a reason. I'm feeling oh so emotional these days yet amazingly i'm not too sure why.

I did 2 things today. Study and sleep; BIG FULL STOP! Someone or actually anyone, do give me one big slap on my face as I'm not doing anything of quality. Perhaps I'm distracted. Flashbacks and pasts kept running through my head, problems arising one after another and oh great! I'm suppose to help my mum with her enemy by playing with politics and words ( I dislike these nonsense; arrow here and there ). So let me see, I've to settle my situations, my mum's, my studies, my other work, meetings, trainings, family, etc etc ETC. I'm not trying to say I'm busy; I'm not trying to say I need help; I'm not trying to say I can't take it. I'm trying to say I'm ... ... (blank).

You don't need to know there's something in my eyes;
you don't have to see there's something in my smile.

Cos' even though I need not be in the picture at all; I am.

Look, this was me making phone calls in the morning after my Chinese remedial everyday last week. I mean, from monday to friday. Random; I called 5 times in 5 days; I called once a day; however there was not once, not at all, you picked up my call in school. So (blank), isn't it? Everything is so.. (blank)..


It's such a (blank) day for a (blank) girl. Even so, I've feelings, who knew? hahaha! Sorry, this post was not meant to be understood. Forgive me. Moreover I'm being locked up thus, this affected somethings; just some. Maybe all. Sigh..


I need you
by Groove Coverage


I wanna change link real bad; but again i don't want to. )))));

What will happen to me when you decide to stop caring any longer?
I really don't want to know.. & That's how bad I'm feeling.
I never want to let go; and it's still the same, after so long..
Over the phone, your voice, it's good enough for me..
Not any lesser, cos' it's just right..

Yours Truly,
eunicee.
I'm willing to wait; even if it means i can't see you..