At times I need not say anything;
for everything is being said in a picture.
Still, i wonder.


Anata ga Koko ni Iru Riyuu by Rie Fu

[English translations.]
If we sing in the night, we’ll be absorbed by darkness
The morning light shines on that
It won’t reach, no, it’s not like that
The door is already open

If I’m satisfied, I’ll become uneasy
If I cry, then that’s also happiness
I’ll have, once more,
The pleasure of standing up again

Ah, only taking a step, I’m filled with thoughts
Merely taking in, this anxiousness
The reason that you’re here
This sound of rain knows

If we stay naive, there’ll be something missing
If it’s just beside us, we won’t be able to see it
We didn’t realize, no, it’s not like that
I understand it painfully

Ah, opening my heart, I’m filled with thoughts
Merely taking in, even in this moment
The reason that you’re here
The sunset sky knows

Wanting and desiring that which I don’t have
What I don’t have,
You should

Ah, only taking a step, I’m filled with thoughts
Merely taking in, this anxiousness
The reason that I’m here,
I’ll continue searching for it

I did not go for training today. I really have to finish James hmk by today. If not i can really bang my head against th wall already. Well, still at times whenever i put in hard work; perhaps it's just not enough. I need some motivation to really pull me through, and not words which brings me back. Am i suppressing all my feelings again? I assume. Being slapped in th face with words are th worst things i could ever get.

Chinese test today was okay. I can manage to pull through, i know. I'm improving in chinese which is a good thing. Gotta work harder for other subjects already. I just wish that ... haish. Nevermind.


Yours Truly,
eunicee.
It's more than simply
& it's through th night.