Even thou I'm lost between two;
I'm giving my all to You.

Recently I guess things haven't been going well for me. Esp today, where somethings happened and I said things which I'm not suppose to say. I know Jackthk was upset and disappointed abt wad i did in class till that he moved somewhere else where he wouldnt hear a thing. I'm so utterly disappointed in myself. I need to change.

God, give me this second chance again. I'm rededicating my life to you wholeheartedly. I want to live th life worth living. & too, i kept listening to this song. It has been a while but God really touched my heart once again. God, it's Your choice, Your call, I don't wanna do anything on my own anymore. I'm so lost without You.


Sanctuary by
City Harvest Church

When my world was in darkness
You spoke Your word
Night turn into day
Your beauty filled this place

When my world stood in silence
You filled my heart
With songs that never end
Forever I will praise

To think that the universe
Could not withhold Your glory
You choose to live in me
I'm so amazed

(And) I worship You Lord
My life in You restored
Here is my heart
Make it Your santuary
For nobody else
But Jesus only(You)

You, are faithful and true
Glorious Lord
All my life
It's You I adore
You've touched my soul
Completed my world I surrender to You

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I'm not like any other people
who can move on just like that;
But I need someone to be there to support me
love me, all th way, esp Spiritually.
I need you ):
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Yours Truly,
eunice
I don't know ):
if it's either you or you.

I guess I'm reading ;
THE BIG BOOK! ..wad's that?

Things I did today:
1. Out to do project with Reg, Pris, Nurul.
2. Ate lunch at kfc.
3. Bought new shoes(:
4. Lost my comb.
5. Found my comb :D
6. Went home .. uhs. I shan't say anything.

Okay! I've decided not to update often le! I feel like I'm forcing myself to blog this entry anyway. Yup! :D :D :D I need to figure out wad's behind that smile of mine.
Till then, my status is away ( from blogging ). Take care! :D


At th shoe shop.


Pris, Reg, Nurul, Me.



REG and me(:



It's been a long time since you called me
How could you forget about me ;
You got me feeling crazy, crazy.
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby.

Yours Truly,
eunicee.
Why can't you look at me ;
don't leave me crying.

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come & gone

Where did i go again? D;

Yours Truly,
eunicee.
Stuffed my head in a pillow;
wondering thinking; perhaps.

Yes I agree.
I should be studying. Hmmmm.

Back from tuition! hahaha. Okay. Funny. After school i went for geo remedial which is just writing one complete essay. Which resulted; my right hand's aching. sobsobs! Anyhow, left school, went to J8 to meet Ian. Here's th insane part! Time check; 3.45pm. Meeting Ian at 4pm. I alighted th bus; felt that someone tapped me on th shoulder. Therefore I turned, guess what?
I saw Ian! However, here's my reaction ...

Eun: Stoned. Stared at Ian.
Ian: *Waved*
Eun: Con't stoning.
Ian: *smiled*
Eun: WAAA! AHHH! *starts screeeeeaammming!* [in public]
Ian: o.o"
Eun: AHHH! AHHH! WAAA! ... *repeated for quite awhile*
Ian: *moves a distance away*
Eun: IAN! AHHH! hahaha! *laughs*
Ian: For a moment, I was wondering why were you screaming.
Eun: You scared me la!
Ian: UH HUH ...

Okay, pretty lame. I threw my own face in public. Not surprising. hahahaha! =x -x So went to Sakae Sushi to have lunch with him. My treat cos he bought an expensive awesome book for me! One of my fav artist books okay! hahaha. [; Buffet; so we took plate after plate after plate. Bloated. Time check; 4.50pm. Still so long. Went to NTUC, walked, nth, walked from J8 to tuition, then walked to bishan mart to get bubble tea, and back to tuition. Oh not forgetting I broke his rubic cube into pieces! Opps. hehe. We both talked alot of crapped la! Joked, laugh. hahaha! That crazy penguin! [x hehe.


That's Ian trying to fix th cube. Hahaha! paisei. ;D ;D ;D




Well, this is th present i got for Ian!

Crazy square headed black white yellow penguin! [x

Ian said he shouldn't be called lame. Penguins can walk but cant fly. So Penguins should be called grounded instead of lame. Cos Penguins are always stuck on th ground; grounded. They walk, not fly. So Ian isn't lame, but grounded. Okay. What am i saying? I'm talking nonsense. It's IAN's fault! He spread th virus to me! xD xD xD

One more thing before i forget. I need to lose weight. Seriously. I think. I shall diet. Too, I'm lacking of beauty sleep. I can't go out tmrw. I need to do art, soon. I think time's running too fast, either it has to slow down or I'll have to catch up. Furthermore, where's th time? For somethings; perhaps somewhere; assuming someplace; maybe someone.
All i see is your eyes. & I'm wondering when will you come my way.


Yours Truly,
eunicee.
I've been waiting too long;
to say where you belong.

Labels: ian, lunch, penguin, tuition

Let see; how will we start?
I guess it all begins in me :D

Back from tuition. I didn't talk as much; but teacher said there wasn't any difference. Oh well. =/ hehe. Learnt Integration. Which is th opposite of differentiation. I want to do art research however it seems pretty late (not). Moreover I'm sleepy. Next week there's amath and chinese test. Sian diao. Tmrw will be a long day. Today was pretty long too. Annual General Meeting was alright. Th moe interview prac was pretty much th same. Geo remedial. Tuition. What's more? O levels are getting closer. So fast, Now's March; I'm 16; I'm graduating from everything [council, npcc, school] . Secondary life is fast.
How i wish i had done more. =/

Zilian-ings after tuition.
I'm lil miss curious. ONLY during tuition! :D :D :D
Sunshine's sunny too! [x





















&&& i seriously need to get rid of my eye bags. T.T

Yours Truly,
eunicee.
Where th love lasts forever(:

I mean seriously, I wanted to see you;
no matter how far how tough. That's th truth.

I found some pretty nice pictures for art. They're really inspiring and awesome! Seriously. hahaha! After talking out during art lesson, I feel so much more relax through my course work! :D :D :D Simply cos i was taking way too long reason being, my fears are pulling me back. Frankly, I'm quite afraid as like others drawing and sketching really well; whereas mine's not as good. That's why I'm taking too long to be as good as them. Mdm Teo said my style of sketching and paintings are really free and unique SO i can't be like th others drawing THAT way. Cos I've a beautiful special unique way of doing my own art work! [; [; [; hehe. I'm so glad and i feel more open now. =x -x

Here are some pictures I find pretty interesting.





As you all can see and assume, I'll be doing surrealism again. hahaha! That's my special one and only type of work i can produce. xD Surreal is just my type. Anyhow, I deleted th previous post as i find it quite lame. =x -x I guess i gotta go! Tuition! :D :D Meeting Ian tmrw! Sake Sushi! [; Yes. I've not typed wrongly.

I love you all seriously! :D :D
I love you, they, him, her and esp ME!
That was random.

O's are getting nearer and nearer!
Jiayous!

Yours Truly,
eunicee.
I don't think failing is an option.
I'm getting over and done with.

I simply want to fall into memories;
that i can hardly see.

LAST WEEK.
Sunday - Went out to study.
Monday - sick.
Tuesday - sick.
Wednesday - sick. Tuition.
Thurs - Date with Pearlyn, Ben, Des & laogong Ivy (but she ddnt come). Tuition.
Friday - Went out having fun. Tuition 3HOURS!

Sadly th holidays seem to be short and somehow; not exactly holidays, esp when i was unwell. Th only times which i enjoyed abt this week was thurs and fri's play time. &&& i enjoyed th 3 hours tuition on friday too! Anw, thanks Ian! :D :D :D for th super duper uper nice nice nice bday present! xD Even thou i know it worth loads; I'm really thankful! [;

Thurs went out with Pearlyn daddy after 2 years of not going out with each other since sec2. hahahaa! I miss daddy loads x3 x3Took th bus all th way to causeway point at woodlands. Pearl, Ben, Des and Me went to catch spider wick! It's an awesome show! Serious. hehe. Pearl and I took 3 machines of neos too! :D :D Couldn't scan in th pics cos ... blame it on th siao scanner; hahaha; "sot sot" one. =x -x Singlish. hehe.

Friday went out to catch leap years with my friend at plaza sing. Was super touching okay! It's th kind of mix feelings of love yet hatred. I'm not too sure how to explain too. =/ Later went to eat somewhere; seafood; something like fish and co but it's not! hahahaha.



Okay. After that went home; rushed out of th house to meet Ian for tuition. Cos today's lab 3 hours. & before that, th only person i knew was Ian. If not it would be weird seeing all th unfamiliar faces. hahaha! But i saw Yitong there! :D :D :D so not so bad bahh. Played with chemicals, stinks, laughed, talked, chatted. Yups. One of th best times i enjoyed tuition. hehe.

Pictures.
(Too lazy to upload all. hahaha.)




That's about all.


Yours Truly,
eunicee.
Square-face.
Perhaps.

We had ice-cream; one for you and one for me.
They tasted ... lovely! :D

Okay. I've not updated for a long time. I doubt I'll update as often as usual anyway. O levels are seriously nearing; furthermore, I dont think there's enough time. How i wish I could get this over and done with. hahaha! ;D ;D Today hiked with Ziyi, becca and Joy up Bukit Timah Hill; with th super duper uper long route. I was dead tired alrightyyyy! hehe. [; Church service and today's testimonies were awesome! Serious, i feel so motivated I'll do well :D eunice jiayous! hahaha! =x -x

Tmrw should be going out to study with Nina and Jackthk. Poor jackjack, he bai ka! hahaha. Means 1 legged! =x -x Take good care okay! Jus don break your other leg; if not you'll be even lamer. hahahaha! Okay. So random. hehe.

X-country was dry. I walked th whole route man! After all th running for 3 years, I've finally walked. hahaha. Dont learn from me. hehe. Take care peeps! I'll miss you. miss me too! hahahaha. [;




I got a new file; new markers; new wallet; new post-it; new makeups.
Hmmmmm. . .
:D :D :D

Yours Truly,
eunicee.
Chi-ka-bang-bang!
I shot; your heart. hehes. x3

Tatty gave me roses one bright and sunny day,
but i took tatty instead of th roses :D

02march08: I went out shopping. I just had th mood to. Shopped like no one's business. I wonder why did i. Hmmm. Anyhow, i ate Japanese's food 3 days in a row! =x -x Is it a good thing or a bad one? So random. Oh my goodness. hahaha! &&& ... ... i forgot. okay! nevermind! xD

03march08: Yesterday i went out to study cum eat with Sri Regnard and herra. Ate at pizza hut. I was so so so super duper uper hungry la! *tummy grumbles* hehe. Pictures to upload below! hehe. Furthermore, th 3 of us were freaking cold there, FYI, i was wearing shorts while they wore uniform. Silly me.

04march08:
I keep reminding myself; " it takes more energy to frown than to smile, so SMILE! "
Unhappy things aside. Yes, it's always better to look on th bright side of life. Today was pretty alright i suppose. Yup. Bio file! Mus remind me to bring tmrw! hahahaha. okay. lameeee. House prac. sian! X-country this friday! wheeee~ okay. ROFL. ;D ;D ;D



Yes yes of course that's my new watch!
=x -x








Th 3 of us. Forgive my retard face. hehe. [;



How i wish we'll never grow up;
and we'll behave like kids forever! :D :D :D


Yours Truly,
eunicee.
I see it in your eyes,
it always starts the same way x3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!
sweetie nu'er! x3
p.s. on 3rd march that is :D



You're 13! [;
Your're always that lil girl having fun with me; through th silliest and most childish times. We never failed to make a fool of ourselves, to throw our faces on th floor over and over again. Not forgetting laughing at our own jokes like there's no tomorrow. I'll be there for you in times of craziness or even taking photos! :D :D *PIG FACE* is our favorite pose. hahaha! i love you girl x3


Joyjoy & my hand :D :D
I shan't use th com often le. Sad. hahaha! Aiyo. Church was super duper awesome okay! Korkor gave me a cuteee me-to-you bear too! Thanks korkor! x3 Yup. Should be studying today. Wait wait! th test James gave yday was a killer la! sobsobs. hahah! so random LOL!

Yours Truly,
eunicee.
i see a bird a plane!
i see super E.K.T! :D :D :D